White_Room293
rapid cycling gay guy
- Sep 13, 2019
- 155
I'm on here again for just some mental support and I'm struggling. I just don't like the idea that you have to operate in dynamics in order to maintain a functional relationship and even if you put in the time it always has a risk of blowing up in your face. Life isn't something I will ever truly love and I realize that more than ever. I also realize that I like many things about it but coping with shit like this is awful. Why do you have to accept the most ridiculous shit about life to make it tolerable? By accepting it I get the feeling that you're just giving in and ignoring the suffering that life brings and trivializing it. How do people see this shit and then go on to throw their children into this mess? It's horrifying.