How do people do it so easily

[kk13]

How do ppl ctb so easily with no planning or anything. They just jump off any building without knowing the height or take a random combination of drugs or hang themselves to a ceiling fan with a scarf or a belt and it works??
Meanwhile i attempt so many times and it doesnt work.
Should i also do it impulsively without thoughts? Or should i just not think about it until i actually do it

 

[Zvetok26]

Aah, it's hard to say if they actually had not planned anything or even thought of it before. Maybe they had a vague idea at least.
Or they just got lucky.
I mean, for every accidentally successful attempt there are many that weren't successful.
But idk, I wish I could just muster up the courage and energy to ctb, finally.
I've decided I will plan everything, but the date. And when the day comes I will have everything prepared.

 

[Viranamari]

When the pain and suffering overweights their existence, people tend to be impulsive and just do it, instead of what you're doing right now, which is contemplating. No one way is right as it depends from people to people. I hope you'll eventually find a way to end your suffering even if it involves ctb

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Aah, it's hard to say if they actually had not planned anything or even thought of it before. Maybe they had a vague idea at least.
Or they just got lucky.
I mean, for every accidentally successful attempt there are many that weren't successful.
But idk, I wish I could just muster up the courage and energy to ctb, finally.
I've decided I will plan everything, but the date. And when the day comes I will have everything prepared.

Yup. Same here. I've pretty much got everything worked out. I even keep my SN in my bag wherever I go, should the the urge sneak up on me!

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I only envy those who no longer suffer in this tortuous, cruel existence, to me only those who are no longer burdened with this existence are fortunate, all I want is peace from the dreadful torture and suffering of existing.

I see so much terrible cruelty in how the option to peacefully cease existing is denied with no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to be gone, I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this painful, cruel existence that should never had been imposed that just causes all this terrible harm and suffering as a result.