How do i overcome the fear of suicide

[pleasekillme_0022]

Im new here and i didnt find anything on that in the internet, so im asking here. (im afraid of the process)
Does somebody have any tips or so?

 

[Photographer Fizzle]

the only ones who really know aren't around anymore. the rest of us are just too scared/hopeful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that those who managed to go through with suicide were fortunate enough to have access to a reliable method that they felt confident in and they just got so determined to cease existing on their own terms or knew that the time was right for them to leave. I really envy those people as it's just too difficult to die, to me it's so cruel how we cannot just choose to fall into an dreamless and eternal sleep, I hate how suicide is purposely made so inaccessible.