borderline-feline
Constantly Sleepy Catgirl
- Dec 28, 2022
- 645
I don't know if I wanna get better or not. I don't think I do, but I keep getting a desire to get better for the sake of my favorite person. How the hell do I figure this out?
For me, getting better looks like being happy, getting the right amount of sleep, not wanting to die, etc. I can't keep living the way that I am, but I can't stand the thought of hurting my favorite person. I'm really just a parasite.What's your idea of "getting better" look like to you?
If your life circumstances allow for it, recover as best as you can even if your motivations aren't self derived. Better than being dead. As someone who's losing their safe grounding but wishes they could take suicide off the table for those who love me, I say go for it, try as hard as you can.I don't know if I wanna get better or not. I don't think I do, but I keep getting a desire to get better for the sake of my favorite person. How the hell do I figure this out?
I don't know if recovery is possible for me. Meds haven't helped me, and therapy does nothing for me. I'll never be able to be independent since I can't work, so I don't really know if recovery is worth it for me.If your life circumstances allow for it, recover as best as you can even if your motivations aren't self derived. Better than being dead. As someone who's losing their safe grounding but wishes they could take suicide off the table for those who love me, I say go for it, try as hard as you can.