Help How do I improve my life? Like at jobs, speaking, and just overall.

[LastNite]

For context I dropped out at 16 after I tried to kill myself. I still have no job and no job experience. I plan to get GED first, Im just so down and unsure what job would accept me or what job I would like to work at. I want to move out of my parents home. Right now Im not financially stable.

Ive always thought I want to die but Ive been thinking of giving it a try. I want to try to live and see if I can actually improve.
I have fucked up social anxiety. I barely talk to people. My social skills are beyond fucked. But here's the thing If Im "forced" to talk then I do slightly good and my fear goes away.
Like for example when I was in school I always had a fear of asking the teacher about something relating to the subject but If I really really need to then I just force myself and it kinda works out.

What job would a person like me get? Im interested in driving I still go no license but again I plan to do all of that soon hopefully. I looked on indeed for like amazon/usps but jeff bezos fucked me over. there is none. All I saw was Amazon flex (basically doordash). U drive your own car and pay your own gas.

If anyone has any experience like me and how u improved please share it much love <3

 

[CC123]

A thing to consider is starting a gentle exercise program.
Maybe walking a few blocks a day at a time convenient for you.
Start getting some natural dopamines in your system.
Might help you see and think about things more positively.
Good luck.
We'll be rooting for you.

 

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My social skills are beyond fucked. But here's the thing If Im "forced" to talk then I do slightly good and my fear goes away.

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Thank you for the great advice. Tbh you're right. I am overthinking it. I am doing what you said. Ive been trying to be more social nowadays. In a couple days or in a week I'll be going out to learn driving. I want to get my driver license first then get my GED which wouldnt be that hard since I know a lot already. I took some practice tests and surprisingly I didnt do bad at all. It'll take me 2-3 weeks max to get a GED (thats the estimate I was given). Im trying to find a hobby to get into so I can be more social with people. I cant go to bars tho still under 21. But really thank you for the advice and reassurance!