How do I give myself heart problems?

[Close_to_freedom]

Not over the long term through unhealthy eating but more immediate.

 

[pete_x]

A hospital sized bottle of aspirin or about 6 months on depakote for me. For more immediate probably meth, almost definitely crack, look up crack attack.
maybe more lung than heart but still...

Are you contemplating suicide or homicide ?

 

[Close_to_freedom]

A hospital sized bottle of aspirin or about 6 months on depakote for me. For more immediate probably meth, almost definitely crack, look up crack attack.
maybe more lung than heart but still...

Are you contemplating suicide or homicide ?

That last question is beyond ridiculous. I said MYSELF for fuck sake.

 

[pete_x]

Just curious, i contemplate both almost continuously.

 

[LastRide]

Try a cocaine OD - in which case the coke must be injected. I injected a bit too much of it the other day...oh la la ! But just some warning it's not nice....wouldn't advise it for a peaceful ctb.

 

[autumnal]

Not over the long term through unhealthy eating but more immediate.

Presumably you mean give yourself heart problems that become fatal but are not suspected of being suicide? In that case, basically dream on unfortunately.

 

[Aap]

Digitalis, but a decent coroner would identify it. An accidental fall or single car accident is more probable. Unless you know how to stage a firearms accident, it's about the best you can do alone.

 

[Kumachan]

I thought you wanted some heart problems meaning heart-break unrequieted love or something...:)

 

[JAG_78]

See entries on this site for Cerbera odollam (pong pong) seed kernals but also read more widely on the subject elsewhere. I would give links but can't from iPhone.
Cerberin is not detectable without expensive tests which coroner and medics are unlikely to use unless they know that you have taken the seeds. So a case of not leaving evidence lieing around, delaying being taken to hospital for as long as possible and not cracking from the pain and telling anyone that you've taken anything.
According to what I have just read the dried seed (kernals) of ripe CO fruit have much more cerberin than the fresh seeds.
Not a short death or a peaceful one but depending on your situation could be possible to have it passed off as an unexplained heart attack. Depends on where you live & your psychiatric history as to how switched on medics and coroners will be to the possibility of this being a suicide attempt or cerbera odollam being a factor.
This is by all accounts a death that will be a painful ordeal and could last hours or days.
It is my current method of choice as it is the deadliest means I could realistically go through with and have it believed a "natural" death in order to spare my family and friends pain and embarrassment.
Think hard and research thoroughly before you try this. Slowly over time there is more information out there about this method to use to plan with.
BTW I hope that you will lose the need/desire to take your life but wish you luck and peace whatever you choose to do.