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Elleny
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- Feb 14, 2026
- 11
After a failed attempt I am torn between life and death.. I was visited by many psychiatrists during the years and they just don't listen. I am telling them I want to die and I can't bear suffering anymore but they are not doing anything. I would like to be treated with ketamine (see my other post) but I don't know if it's possible here in Italy, even if I asked they are telling me nothing. They just see me, listen to me waiting to die and send me home. If I tell them I tried to end my life they would probably lock me in a psych yard again and I don't want my freedom to be restricted. Either they cure me or I die, there is no other choice.