Futile
Tired of being lonely
- Sep 3, 2020
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I keep doing useless things for a future that will never exist. I'm still studying things I don't give a shit about for a degree that I probably won't have, and even if I will get it, it would be only to slave all day every day to come back to an empty home.
I wish I could just pass the days looking at the sun not worrying about anything, pretending this life never existed. Instead I'm just hiding in my hate and childish desire for revenge, I could use it to leave it all behind but I fear my ego will never let me.
I wish I could just pass the days looking at the sun not worrying about anything, pretending this life never existed. Instead I'm just hiding in my hate and childish desire for revenge, I could use it to leave it all behind but I fear my ego will never let me.