Venting How cruel is it that this is our one shot at existence?

[CrazyDiamond04]

More likely than not, there's nothing waiting for anyone on the other side. This is our one chance to have experiences and I feel I've already fumbled my chances. Maybe I've poisoned my brain with too much media but I look at stories and other things and think about how much of a waste my life is. I'm already past the age where I should be able to drive and be at least somewhat independent and I've failed completely at attaining any of that, it's completely humiliating. I don't think I've made any progress at all; I wonder if I even can. I honestly just wish I had a gun.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Same. It's very upsetting.

Can I ask how old you are?

 

[CrazyDiamond04]

Same. It's very upsetting.

Can I ask how old you are?

I'm 20.

 

[Daryl72]

it's very cruel no doubt.