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sometimesoon
Student
- Jul 9, 2024
- 116
Perfectly put.I am already dead.
Pistols are nice. Its so aesthetic. I can just use a shotgun sadly, pistol would be even cooler, but its expensive and takes long to buy here because of bullshit gun laws that makes no sense, a shotgun has bigger ammunition lmaoAll I have to do is purchase the pistol, then pick a date.
Will probably take six months to a year to actually get my method (2-3 if I'm unlucky somehow) but if I had my materials I'd be semi-ready. just need to do some surveyingHow close are you to CTBing?
I would advise against that unless you're absolutely sure it'd work, otherwise you'd probably just get a nonlethal injury that'd decrease your QoL even furtherNot too close to doing it myself but excruciating close to getting as fucked up as possible on every substance I have access to, running out somewhere potentially dangerous and letting nature run its course.
A mixture of all of those honesty. Nothing about my life is worth another second of. What little hope is fading fast. I'm literally starving. People have had the opportunity to show me they are good and kind. I have seen in trying to reclaim my stolen life none of that.How close are you to CTBing?
I have everything I need, but I'm trying to give MH services a chance. But in my mood swings I do get very impulsive and it could happen any day or not. I think eventually I will ctb though. But now I can go any time I want, I'm willing to see what happens with my new MH worker, knowing that if it gets too much I can go. I'm starting to lose my fear of dying (no fear of death itself) so who knows really.How close are you to CTBing?