What was your failed methods can you tell us?
Well the first time, i was still 21 and took a lot of different medicine that was legal to get in pharmacy like paracetamol and such and tried to overdose with it by just mixing a lot and doing it in a forest. I did no research and thought it would be that easy. I just threw up and stayed there for 2 nights sick until i came back.
The second time was a few months ago (24) where i tried to get a much bigger quantity of paracetamol and overdose with it (at home this time, when everyone was abroad) and again i threw up with even blood coming out. Stayed in bed for 30 hours.
Then 2 weeks ago, I bought the sharpest razor blades and tried slitting my wrists but i tried on my right arm and it wouldn't go deep enough. I gave up and was seriously thinking about jumping after my belt didn't hold with the door for hanging. The problem with jumping is i live on the fourth floor in the middle of a very busy city and doing it would scar many people around and i don't want to do that + the courage to just jump would take a lot on me. But i nearly did and with all attempts, I had no thought of failing.
So yes these are my failed attempts for now. Personally I don't think and I don't want to last after october. But we'll see in the coming two weeks.