FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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In my case, I'm always wishing to be gone and I have thoughts about wanting death pretty much every waking moment. It's just the natural response to me existing in this world as I simply despise existing and I don't wish to be aware of any of this. Life itself is just a terrible concept that is harmful to existing beings and I have no interest in it. I don't wish to age and be tortured more by the prison that is the human body, such a thing is something that is disgusting to me and it makes sense to want to avoid it.
The thought of being gone is what comforts me and is what makes sense to me as of course I believe that we simply cease to exist once we die, and everything that this life has burdened us with will be long forgotten about, which is something so ideal. All that life is, is just a tragic mistake, a terrible consequence of evolution. To me it's something so awful having to exist and of course as time goes on what we go through will certainly get worse. There is simply nothing appealing about any of this and I don't wish to associate with existing in any way.
To exist means to suffer and in comparison to die means to be free, and I envy those who manage to ctb as those who choose to exit are preventing all future torment and unnecessary days spent here where there is no limit as to how awful things can get. Suicide solves all problems as it instantly removes the true cause of all of them which is life itself and is voluntarily taking control over a life that we never even asked for. I see existence as being like a punishment that was so unfairly forced upon us, why bring life here just to suffer deteriorate and die anyway. It's something so wrong and cruel considering the fact that finally being free from this world at a time of our own choosing involves such great difficulty. So of course I'm always wishing to be gone and I admire those who choose not to delay their inevitable fate.
The thought of being gone is what comforts me and is what makes sense to me as of course I believe that we simply cease to exist once we die, and everything that this life has burdened us with will be long forgotten about, which is something so ideal. All that life is, is just a tragic mistake, a terrible consequence of evolution. To me it's something so awful having to exist and of course as time goes on what we go through will certainly get worse. There is simply nothing appealing about any of this and I don't wish to associate with existing in any way.
To exist means to suffer and in comparison to die means to be free, and I envy those who manage to ctb as those who choose to exit are preventing all future torment and unnecessary days spent here where there is no limit as to how awful things can get. Suicide solves all problems as it instantly removes the true cause of all of them which is life itself and is voluntarily taking control over a life that we never even asked for. I see existence as being like a punishment that was so unfairly forced upon us, why bring life here just to suffer deteriorate and die anyway. It's something so wrong and cruel considering the fact that finally being free from this world at a time of our own choosing involves such great difficulty. So of course I'm always wishing to be gone and I admire those who choose not to delay their inevitable fate.