epic
Enlightened
- Aug 9, 2019
- 1,813
I am watching a ton of movies. Not been out for 10 days.
I'm in a slightly similar situation. I live at home with my toxic mother and my sister just had to move back home right as this corona virus shit started spreading (my mom wasn't happy about that) but what i'm getting at is I have no real privacy here and get constantly pestered by my mom and my sisters dog. My sister is very nice and loving thankfully but another person in the house makes me mom all the more difficult to deal with. Pretty sure if I lived alone i'd be enjoying the quarantine a lot more than I am now.I'm fucking miserable. I have a place of my own, but my family is forcing me to stay at my family's house because they fear that I would get the virus and that I wouldn't get food if a lockdown happens. I can't sneak off either because they control the rent and allowance. I hate it at home. I don't have a room of my own anymore and I have to stay in a room with my abusive brother. The bathrooms are dirty so I rarely clean up and stay unhygienic. My parents have absolutely no respect for privacy or boundaries so I can't do anything private. Can't cry, can't browse without them peering on my screen, can't voice chat with my friends and stuff. They treat me like I'm a little child. My dad overfeeds me and I've gained weight in a week here. He complains that I do nothing all the time when I do even less when I stay at home. He forces everyone to stay inside the house while at the same time telling us to get off our asses and go outside to jog or meet people. He's extremely cautious about the virus, to the point where he would pick up dirty face masks on the street to wash and reuse, but still never covers his mouth when he coughs or sneezes. I can't get any work done. I'm not sure how much longer I can stand staying here because I'll go insane.
I'm more likely to be sick here, mentally, than if I were to spend time on my own place, alone, which is what I should be doing.
Oh, do you like Handsup?Listening to techno and drawing.
Just playing video games and watching stuff on YouTube. Sometimes I go on here to vent and/or have interesting things or topics to talk about.
Yeah i can relate to this. If you have your own place id just move back and save your sanity. It is brutal having to live with such annoying ppl. I never realized how important my independence and freedom was until its gone. Now im desperately wanting out of this situation of being stuck living with parents.I'm fucking miserable. I have a place of my own, but my family is forcing me to stay at my family's house because they fear that I would get the virus and that I wouldn't get food if a lockdown happens. I can't sneak off either because they control the rent and allowance. I hate it at home. I don't have a room of my own anymore and I have to stay in a room with my abusive brother. The bathrooms are dirty so I rarely clean up and stay unhygienic. My parents have absolutely no respect for privacy or boundaries so I can't do anything private. Can't cry, can't browse without them peering on my screen, can't voice chat with my friends and stuff. They treat me like I'm a little child. My dad overfeeds me and I've gained weight in a week here. He complains that I do nothing all the time when I do even less when I stay at home. He forces everyone to stay inside the house while at the same time telling us to get off our asses and go outside to jog or meet people. He's extremely cautious about the virus, to the point where he would pick up dirty face masks on the street to wash and reuse, but still never covers his mouth when he coughs or sneezes. I can't get any work done. I'm not sure how much longer I can stand staying here because I'll go insane.
I'm more likely to be sick here, mentally, than if I were to spend time on my own place, alone, which is what I should be doing.