How are you people?🤗 how’s your life right now?🫂

[ve.nin]

Woke up feeling better. It's sunny here, even though it's very cold.

The weather has a big influence on my moods

 

[Yaffle]

Glad you're in a better place.

I'm feeling 100% . Had been been a little better for a few days but yesterday and today feeling rock bottom.

 

[ve.nin]

Glad you're in a better place.

I'm feeling 100% . Had been been a little better for a few days but yesterday and today feeling rock bottom.

Yesterday was horrible for me also… just horrible

 

[Kundalini Guy]

Life is good, I constantly swap from euphoria and ecstasy to paranoia and fear. Apart from that life is pretty damn good.

 

[AllCatsAreGrey]

I'm glad you got some sun. Weather definitely impacts my moods too.

I'm doing so-so. Life is actually quite good, but feeling unsettled in it atm. I find myself shifting gears. I was previously focused on recovery. Now I find myself drawn to figuring out method options. My plans are long term, so I'm trying to stay in good spirits around people in my life. But, in the back of my mind I feel a building resignation.

One of the biggest things that's keeping me above water is developing connections with people here.

 

[ve.nin]

Life is good, I constantly swap from euphoria and ecstasy to paranoia and fear. Apart from that life is pretty damn good.

Awesomeee! glad to hear the good parts are there

I'm glad you got some sun. Weather definitely impacts my moods too.

I'm doing so-so. Life is actually quite good, but feeling unsettled in it atm. I find myself shifting gears. I was previously focused on recovery. Now I find myself drawn to figuring out method options. My plans are long term, so I'm trying to stay in good spirits around people in my life. But, in the back of my mind I feel a building resignation.

One of the biggest things that's keeping me above water is developing connections with people here.

Glad to hear it's not that bad hope you manage to get out fully

 

[MrDarkness]

I saw your goodbye posts good to hear your doing alright, life has been okay, I'm a bit afraid of losing more friends to ctb but other than that life has been good, recovering has been hard but my meds are finally working. Also nice misfits pfp

 

[LeperGnome]

Like shit, anxiety through the roof, think I'm going through withdrawal from meds, depressed. Fuck, I want out of here...

 

[Quiet_Observer]

Just recently got a burner phone so my family can stop trying to bud into every little thing I am doing.
I've also got community service coming up soon, maybe it will help me get a job when I'm done with it. I don't pan on ctb soon so I'm just living as I would otherwise.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm glad you feel better!

Yeah weather can have influence on our moods.

It's avg. here not good not bad . Same like most of the time, rotting at home, dreading the coming year and still being stuck here.

 

[ve.nin]

I saw your goodbye posts good to hear your doing alright, life has been okay, I'm a bit afraid of losing more friends to ctb but other than that life has been good, recovering has been hard but my meds are finally working. Also nice misfits pfp

Ty glad to hear your meds are working. Well I'm gonna ctb in a couple of days, so… might as well have some "fun"

Like shit, anxiety through the roof, think I'm going through withdrawal from meds, depressed. Fuck, I want out of here...

Me too. T minus 4 days

Just recently got a burner phone so my family can stop trying to bud into every little thing I am doing.
I've also got community service coming up soon, maybe it will help me get a job when I'm done with it. I don't pan on ctb soon so I'm just living as I would otherwise.

Good luck with your plans

I'm glad you feel better!

Yeah weather can have influence on our moods.

It's avg. here not good not bad . Same like most of the time, rotting at home, dreading the coming year and still being stuck here.

Thank you. Four more days and I'm outta here

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm just tired of existing and wishing for the peace of nothingness as usual. I hate how existence doesn't come with an permanent offswitch, it would be such a relief if the option to just cease existing in a peaceful way is there. It's so horrible how we were so harmfully imposed with the ability to exist in the in the first place yet cannot just choose to easily die even despite the fact that we are just waiting around to die anyway.

 

[outrider567]

Woke up feeling better. It's sunny here, even though it's very cold.

The weather has a big influence on my moods

Weather means nothing to me, always depressed

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm feeling awful as usual. I suck immensely at being a human and it's so painful. I don't understand how humans are humans despite being one myself

 

[Jinxyxx]

Hopeless. Life is too painful but im not ready to die yet. Idek what im doing here. But its honestly refreshing to hear some people here have been doing good or getting better :)

 

[ctvunny]

Doing good too, and a bit sad (hasnt sink in yet) that one of my cats died today, but what can I do? Thats just how life is.