the-eternal
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- Apr 10, 2018
- 68
8 months since i lost contact with my best and dearest friend. we drifted apart over time, conversations growing few and far between, until she disappeared from the internet completely, with the only traces of her being long since abandoned remnants of her few social media profiles. i hope every day that she will come back, but i have to remind myself that it's been over half a year. we shared the same desire of catching the bus — i wonder if she found her peace.
i've not managed to make any new friends in those 8 months. nothing close to a friend. it doesn't come easy for me anymore. i got a cat recently, at least. conversations don't go far with him — he rarely reciprocates with the meows — but he's good company. he likes to chase balls and meow longingly at bugs on the walls — i feel i can really relate to him. even so, the loneliness is still soul crushing, and continually wears me down as the days pass. what about you?
i've not managed to make any new friends in those 8 months. nothing close to a friend. it doesn't come easy for me anymore. i got a cat recently, at least. conversations don't go far with him — he rarely reciprocates with the meows — but he's good company. he likes to chase balls and meow longingly at bugs on the walls — i feel i can really relate to him. even so, the loneliness is still soul crushing, and continually wears me down as the days pass. what about you?