Horrible mood swings

[feder]

I used to get mood swings pretty often but today they are just unbearable. It feels like I don't even understand who I am anymore, I'm angry one minute and I feel just fine the next, after that I'm sad and want to ctb but 3 mins later I feel happy with my life overall. It's awful no stability whatsoever I just want to feel stable for one damn hour.

 

[mehdone]

I feel ya.

In my case, I can pinpoint why I'm swingy- mental illness and fucked up life situations. That helps a bit to ground me when I swing too far.

But regardless, it's damn exhausting. I'd rather just be down or up for a while. Or just numb.

 

[-FrozenRobot-]

I am sorry you feel this way. You will find a solution to this, very soon.
You can try modafinil...running them at low doses- 100 mg proved to be a bit helpful. I am fine with wanting to CTB but I cannot tolerate oscillating between two totally polar ideas.

I wish you the best

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really tiring what you are going through, it's dreadful how people suffer so much in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[letmejoindeath]

I am sorry you feel this way. You will find a solution to this, very soon.
You can try modafinil...running them at low doses- 100 mg proved to be a bit helpful. I am fine with wanting to CTB but I cannot tolerate oscillating between two totally polar ideas.

I wish you the best

Moda gave me the will to live for a while longer but I just don't care anymore.

I run 300mg of armodafinil. Stimulants put me to sleep in low doses for some reason.

It gave me motivation to do things which helped for a little bit but my core issues never got solved and so everything just feels mundane and meaningless now.

Feels like I'm doing stuff for no reason. It won't pay off. It's not worth it. Giving up is the only thing that will work and solve my issues. No one else is willing to truly help or do anything without pretending to be God.

 

[Enlighten]

I used to get mood swings pretty often but today they are just unbearable. It feels like I don't even understand who I am anymore, I'm angry one minute and I feel just fine the next, after that I'm sad and want to ctb but 3 mins later I feel happy with my life overall. It's awful no stability whatsoever I just want to feel stable for one damn hour.

Hey OP, i'm sorry you have these highly volatile feelings. I've seen you comment nice things on people's posts, So you defintely deserve better. If you'd like to talk about it, i can try to guide you through these moments, whenever they occur.