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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
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I often have them. I had a big one last night. Any one else?
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
218
Had a weird dream recently, I had lunch with Charlie Kirk and Obama and Diddy.... really surreal
 
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Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
179
I don't have many nightmares, but I do have some strange dreams. There was one where I stole a wooden canoe for no reason at all.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,811
Heavens, YES!

Every once in a while, I will jolt up in the bed during the night and have to tell myself that it was just a dream, relax and go back to sleep.

Sometimes, I will get up and walk around for a little while to "shake off" the darn memories of the dream.

Walter
 
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tasmaka

Neutral good
Feb 14, 2026
46
Yes!!

Not to mope but all my dreams have always been horrific..

Like as a kid it was getting taken away.. then of corpses of people I love, now more modern fears to say the least,
It always makes me anxious day to day lol even if its not real😅
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

Cat
Jan 30, 2026
54
last night i had a dream where i felt like i was actually dying. the discomfort was what i assume sn would feel like (little to no pain but uncomfortable) and i didnt wake up for a long time. i could physically feel it happening and it lasted a while even after i woke up. i know actually going through sn would be different but man that was scary. i do feel like im more comfortable with ctb now.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
69
I often have them. I had a big one last night. Any one else?
I'm sorry. Sounds like it's an ongoing struggle for you. Isn't it strange how much dreams can impact waking life? For me, dreams have almost always been a refuge; even when they've been strange, they've felt somehow comforting, like my own world where I have a sense of belonging. Lately, though, I think the real world has taken them over. They've pretty much just become an extension of waking reality, which is its own kind of nightmare. It sucks when not even sleep is an escape...

Had a weird dream recently, I had lunch with Charlie Kirk and Obama and Diddy.... really surreal
Please say more. I need to know how this played out.
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
218
I'm sorry. Sounds like it's an ongoing struggle for you. Isn't it strange how much dreams can impact waking life? For me, dreams have almost always been a refuge; even when they've been strange, they've felt somehow comforting, like my own world where I have a sense of belonging. Lately, though, I think the real world has taken them over. They've pretty much just become an extension of waking reality, which is its own kind of nightmare. It sucks when not even sleep is an escape...


Please say more. I need to know how this played out.
So, from what i can remember, obama diddy kirk and i ate pasta. We just chilled and laughed together, thats all i can remember sadly xd
 
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liquid jen

liquid jen

Blind painting, my body's a disease
Sep 9, 2025
99
Every couple mornings I have to deal with them. They are often so troubling I struggle to shake them out of my mind the rest of the day. Common themes are super gross sex stuff, (with people I know irl, stomach-churning body horror elements, and/or me being raped) people I love being hurt or killed in visceral violent detail in front of me, and sometimes...sometimes I'm living a perfect happy life. No matter what I wake up and have my day immediately ruined.
 
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Uncounted1846

Member
Jan 17, 2026
67
The worst was a very vivid dream that made me cry once I woke up. It was the most surreal feeling of sadness I've ever felt in my entire life. it was in my brain and it followed me into reality.

Otherwise, the only dreams I seem to have are ones where I'm falling or trying to defeat some insurmountable giant. I'm jealous of people who get relief from their brain during sleep. I can't get away from my brain.
 
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063gray

Im trying
Apr 2, 2023
3
I often have them. I had a big one last night. Any one else?
Had one last night where i was kidnapped. Ive had many where it will effect me for hours or days after.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
209
I do often get nightmares. Most of them are about the abuse and trauma I have been through (and still go through). Very rarely do I get really disturbing ones that aren't about my trauma/abuse at all. I got one yesterday, and even now, the imagery of it still haunts me...
 
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thelostautistic

Student
Jul 31, 2025
138
I have a lot of nightmares. It's so exhausting😭
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,807
Most of my dreams are anxiety driven. But yes, some really are horrible. It can almost be a relief to wake up.

I dreamt the other night that I had left my wallet on a table and someone had switched it for one with all these fake ID's and cards in. I tried to pay for something in a shop and there was this weird cryptic note to meet them somewhere. Then, I didn't have my phone on me either, then I couldn't work out where I was even. More anxiety/ suspense than outright horror but, I don't exactly wake up feeling rested!
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,261
Almost all my dreams are strange and often traumatic. I marvel at how my sleeping mind could conjure such dreams up.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
432
Every single day. Horrifying nightmares that keep terrorizing even after waking up.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
233
My insecurities sometimes creeped into my dreams, so I get bullied or humiliated in them. I'm glad it doesn't happen anymore, because my dreams are the only place where I feel free.
 
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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
82
I have been having reoccuring nightmares every night for awhile now like years, I am unvaccinated though. They only go away if I use THC regularly. Alcohol makes them worse etc.
I'm usually being chased by angry mobs of people it even happened at night once that was extra scary. Either that or being chased by police.
 
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dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
144
I tend to have super vivid dreams, some pleasant, some unpleasant, others just plain weird. I just had an unpleasant one last night. They used to bother me, but at this point, I appreciate them all as they're the most interesting/exciting part of my life.
 
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Riven

Riven

Member
Oct 24, 2025
76
been having more bad dreams recently, strangest being fucking Huggy Wuggy standing at the foot of my bed and scaring the shit out of me, and the worst one being the guy i like doing everything in his power to ruin my life 🫠
 
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