CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
I feel like I'm about to self destruct. It's been almost 6 months since my last attempt and I promised everyone around me that I would give recovery a proper go. But my therapist refuses to help me, I haven't seen her since August and I can't get hold of her. The doctor said no meds would help me and I made me go from being on 4 meds at once to nothing with no support coming off of them. And okay they didn't make me feel better but id rather feel like a zombie than how I feel right now. I keep looking at SN again. I really don't know what to do.. I don't want to do this anymore.