idonothing
Member
- Dec 13, 2023
- 40
Hi everyone. Tonight I will be attempting full suspension hanging from a tree. I've been telling myself, "tonight is the night" every day for a week now but previously haven't found the courage nor the ability to get into the right mindset to go through with it. However I have really been gearing myself up for it today and am going to try my absolute hardest to make it happen. I have confidence in myself. I'd like to give the biggest thanks to everyone who's ever contributed to providing the information I needed in various old threads and to anyone who's spoken to and helped me out in newer ones. I wish the very best for you all, in life or in death.
This world is such a funny place, isn't it? I'm getting tired of laughing. I made a toast to strength with a glass of vodka this evening. Whether that is the strength necessary for others to find their way and continue living or for the strength to end things on your own terms. Remember to cherish the ones you love while you have them like it's their last day here, or yours. Try your best to practice love and kindness above all else even when this hell we all live in full of endless, repeating cycles of trauma and pain and selfishness makes it seem impossible to do so.
If I make a post within the next day then that will mean something went wrong with the hanging process and it didn't work, but otherwise, feel free to delete my account. Take care!!!
This world is such a funny place, isn't it? I'm getting tired of laughing. I made a toast to strength with a glass of vodka this evening. Whether that is the strength necessary for others to find their way and continue living or for the strength to end things on your own terms. Remember to cherish the ones you love while you have them like it's their last day here, or yours. Try your best to practice love and kindness above all else even when this hell we all live in full of endless, repeating cycles of trauma and pain and selfishness makes it seem impossible to do so.
If I make a post within the next day then that will mean something went wrong with the hanging process and it didn't work, but otherwise, feel free to delete my account. Take care!!!