Hopefully soon

[eternalbliss22]

I feel like it may be soon to take a plunge. I've got plans, but I'm not ready to implement. My desire is too strong to pass up a chance of overcoming SI. I've got all the reasons to die. I'm tired of being hounded, and having someone interfere in my life. I'm not sure exactly who or why. I know for a fact that certain relatives, law enforcement agencies & counseling services are aware & are either actively involved or just allowing. It really doesn't matter anymore. It's been carried out with malice. I'm done with it all. I can't afford another job change or relocation, not that it would allow me to be free. I'm having strong urges to fore go my planned death & take the leap. I've failed twice so third times the charm. It's a short drive then hopefully a simple jump in a fast current & deep river.

 

[FuneralCry]

It disgusts me how humans create so much suffering and just make this world a much more hellish place. But anyway, best wishes and I hope that you eventually find freedom from your torment.

 

[Walpurgisnacht]

whether you implement it or not, I hope your suffering can be alleviated...
wish you nothing but the best, now and forever.