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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
I hope I don't wake up in the morning.
I hope I get hit by a car.
I hope I get randomly shot.
I hope I get attacked by a bear.
I hope I overdose on meds.
I hope I die.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,823
Sometimes I hope that a violent tornado will steamroll over me while I'm sleeping and kill me instantly, but I doubt it would be any less painful than the hit and run, getting shot, or attacked by a bear, and they never come around here sadly.

It really would be nice to just slip away into nonexistence while we're sleeping, so I know the feeling.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,514
I hope I don't wake up in the morning.
I hope I get hit by a car.
I hope I get randomly shot.
I hope I get attacked by a bear.
I hope I overdose on meds.
I hope I die.
I was about to get triggeted & say "how dare you post hope in suicide instead of recovery" then I read your nice poem. I so agree hahaha! Except the car accident because that only gave me brain damage. The guy didn't do his stop. I do not recommend.

I hate when I wake up too 😭🌸
 
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theresonlyonewayout

theresonlyonewayout

Student
Jan 31, 2021
121
Omg I'm so pinching this for the next time a MH 'professional' asks me if I have any hope!! 😂🤣
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
271
Hope is cope, whether it is hoping for things to get better, or for things to end.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,000
It really would be ideal to never wake again and not have to go through the process of planning ctb and thinking about methods. I think that to die is the best thing possible as it solves all problems and removes all suffering. Your feelings are understandable.
 
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