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- Oct 9, 2022
- 49
So yeah, what's up with this shit? Fuck whoever invented that.
I was so dumb I got to a point I started beliving those tiktok tarot readings, oh yeah great things are coming, well guess maybe notits so dumb how my brain convinces me there is when ive been waiting for so long and been given nothing. 18 years of dissapointment and yet my body chooses to hope that one day my luck will change.
That's it, just a mirageThe word triggers me and makes me angry that it made me endure all this time. Hope is like a mirage in the desert. Absolutely useless and pointless. Nothing matters.
It's so tiresome, I gave up really. Gonna just shut off in my shellI certainly do believe that any hope in this existence is just a delusion to lead to more suffering once one finally has no choice but to face reality. Existence will always feel so undesirable and hopeless to me, I see it as such a curse existing in this harmful reality where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.