So I thought I would do benzos and alcohol, found out that won't work. Researched all night with no sleep every other method . Don't have time to order for some and we'll hanging frankly I'm afraid of. So finally decided gun. Only to find out I can't get one because I was committed 5 years ago for mental health issues. I'm just trying so hard to ctb.
SN is probably the ticket. Or if you have some cash and can navigate the dark web, go with N.
It'sNotLookingGood
You Know I Couldn't Last
- Mar 1, 2020
- 221
Something bad just happened and I can't take it. My family is about to find out. I can't take the shame and I'm about to lose my license. I have to go.
I'm 57, I'm not a young adult and it wasn't my fault. It's just all too much.
I'm 57, I'm not a young adult and it wasn't my fault. It's just all too much.
It'sNotLookingGood
You Know I Couldn't Last
- Mar 1, 2020
- 221
Is it something you can share? That can help:)
I think all methods that people would advise on this site are ones that require preparation sorry. Usually purchasing items in advance.
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It's just so long. I had a problem with alcohol after a divorce 5 years ago and family committed me twice. Then once my mother reported me for suspicion of dui. I was tested negative blood and urine but she told police I had hx of alcohol and drugs and I still lost license for 2 years. Had to remain substance free and pass urines for 2 years. I did but a dr filled 2 rx for benzo during that time. It was called Serax and I didn't know it was a benzo when I picked it up but I didn't take it. Never asked for a refill but on was called in with other meds and got picked up. After that I had to say don't call that in. Anyway that was 6 months ago and I had already got my license back and thought everything was fine until I am sure that they have reported me to the dmv for those 2 rx that violates contract. My license will be revoked as it states in contract and my family will disown me.
