MyChoiceToLeave
Psychiatry Destroyed My Life
- Jul 4, 2020
- 69
Only recently I had a good portion of my sleep issues resolved. However my abusive family that force drugged me with psych meds and gave me brain damage and even sexually abused me as a child kicked me out of the house and all of my belongings are there until I go to court. I am now unable to sleep at all again and will likely not make it many more days to even get to court before winding up abused in a psych ward again. I need to end it. My SN is in the house but I also think it is expired. The company doesn't even make SN anymore. I was thinking to McNutt myself but I don't know if I can legally get a weapon like that soon. There are g shows soon so maybe I can do that? N is probably impossible to get too. I have no other options that seem reasonable. I can't live homeless because I don't sleep at all in even comfortable conditions. I can only sleep at home at odd hours and now I don't have that home. My life sucks and I can't even end it in a peaceful way. Help?