CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,310
Wat do wat do all pain keep dtriort keep wrs wat do no able do any no mthd no liv no thing wat do wat do wat do wat do wat do this now keep lose hpne wat 1d hpne wat lose loseall ya wat do wat do losebrain now cont cel die brain die area hv ctrl keep lose no
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,356
The evil monsters arrested D (N from D) , they made Nembutal, assisting in suicide, cyanide capsules etc into crimes. They did this to keep torturing us in this prison. They stole our right to escape extreme torture

Everyone at least those over 18 should have easy access to nembutal, cyanide capsules, suicide Booths , or assistance in suicide .
 
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Cress

Cress

Arcanist
Oct 15, 2023
406
Wat do wat do all pain keep dtriort keep wrs wat do no able do any no mthd no liv no thing wat do wat do wat do wat do wat do this now keep lose hpne wat 1d hpne wat lose loseall ya wat do wat do losebrain now cont cel die brain die area hv ctrl keep lose no
What are you currently using for pain? Maybe you could talk to your doctor about additional pain medication?
 
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CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,310
What are you currently using for pain? Maybe you could talk to your doctor about additional pain medication?
This entr med no use all nonsns this no same any this doc usle this no same smpl pain this injury damage lose all med no undrstd this unq only me nobod undrstd no any this all nonsns med abuse only 0 empth, all nonsns med spry brain go no rtrn time move no trvle fk doc fk med this me want ctb no want scum usle med
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
845
Well we've got empathy for you, even if your doctors don't. I'm sorry there isn't an easy way to release you from your pain.
 
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Cress

Arcanist
Oct 15, 2023
406
This entr med no use all nonsns this no same any this doc usle this no same smpl pain this injury damage lose all med no undrstd this unq only me nobod undrstd no any this all nonsns med abuse only 0 empth, all nonsns med spry brain go no rtrn time move no trvle fk doc fk med this me want ctb no want scum usle med
As someone who struggled with many many doctors over the years who didn't care to do the correct tests on me for over a decade. The best advice I can probably offer you is to try to start seeking medical treatment Inside a major city preferably a teaching hospital. I say this because average doctors really have very little incentive to properly diagnose. Hospitals that are actively involved in research however are very motivated to treat and solve conditions.

I got lucky that I live about an hour away from Chicago and I found a doctor actively contributing to the medical research in literature concerning small fiber neuropathy. He was able to start helping me treat my condition. Unfortunately he moved to another state recently and things that become much harder. Someone gave me advice that I should go into the city before I ever got diagnosed and it was the best advice they ever gave me.
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
292
i'm so sorry, you don't deserve all this pain.

doctors are so useless sometimes, they can be so indifferent to our suffering.

i wish there was a way to make all that hurt go away.
 
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CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,310
As someone who struggled with many many doctors over the years who didn't care to do the correct tests on me for over a decade. The best advice I can probably offer you is to try to start seeking medical treatment Inside a major city preferably a teaching hospital. I say this because average doctors really have very little incentive to properly diagnose. Hospitals that are actively involved in research however are very motivated to treat and solve conditions.

I got lucky that I live about an hour away from Chicago and I found a doctor actively contributing to the medical research in literature concerning small fiber neuropathy. He was able to start helping me treat my condition. Unfortunately he moved to another state recently and things that become much harder. Someone gave me advice that I should go into the city before I ever got diagnosed and it was the best advice they ever gave me.
No use this no smpl cas no posbl tell hpn wat put ward lk end all btr ctb, ppl think smpl this no smpl this no doc wat do sngl doc this entr unvrs injury damage me, doc lso many money no hv any live stonage , ppl keep ask me say no posbl tell ,doc also me no posbl tell put slf dngr, me undrstd try hlp mayb med hlp body etc spcfc type pain spcfc type brain, still med no rmv trama no chng tmln unvrs no rtrv slf no rtrv skl tlnt ,me know mayb med wrk mchnc make brain sleep no frict still no neuro adv this v cmplct ,ya sse wat posbl do this no wrk this even bfr injury damage me want ctb ,autism add ptsd add many now add injury damage, me know body mayb med ltl hlp crtn aspct brain mayb hlp prblm this need money also tmpry, othr thing all awfl wat posbl do mayb dlt slf cmplt but wat get alrdy me no me ,get med part incrs part this loop imgn get me exp agn injury damage come agn ya this many trama hpn even forum trama ppl atk hars no posbl tell forum ctb, ,this keep dtriort no stop trama rpt awful species keep rpt ya me injury damage long ,think how many ppl make injury damage wrs, ya go see this doc prolif natal thrw me same grbg this also no say scum nly see womn rprdct mchn , ya mayb thing med buy slf no doc hlp mtgt still this simil cncpt mthd me need buy mthd btr ,wat resn stay this wrld anwy ,

even sups med do thing wrk this come trama rinfrc injury damage, this me lose caus ,v thank know help sffri still this wrld awfl me tell u thing med Many sml thing no hv cure ,exmp type ear skn infct med no posbl fast tell u wait 1mnth etc,
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Wizard
Apr 9, 2024
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This entr med no use all nonsns this no same any this doc usle this no same smpl pain this injury damage lose all med no undrstd this unq only me nobod undrstd no any this all nonsns med abuse only 0 empth, all nonsns med spry brain go no rtrn time move no trvle fk doc fk med this me want ctb no want scum usle med
Nobody understands me either. I have to take SN. If it doesn't go right I'm going to shoot myself in the heart. I don't know how to help you. It's awful and although I don't have your situation mine is absolutely horrific. I haven't found a single person that can relate to it. You're not alone in the sense that you have something no one else does. I also have some thing no one else does.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,356
Nobody understands me either. I have to take SN. If it doesn't go right I'm going to shoot myself in the heart. I don't know how to help you. It's awful and although I don't have your situation mine is absolutely horrific. I haven't found a single person that can relate to it. You're not alone in the sense that you have something no one else does. I also have some thing no one else does.
nobody understands me either. and i've talked to a few here also said the same that no one understands them . nobody understands that there is suffering pain that is so bad .... think of the worst pain suffering you can imagine now multiply that by a bilion. they think crap like eating food or watching youtube videos or some other "pleasurable" garbage is worth such pain . they have no idea. they ridicule to further put a slap on those in extreme torture

people can't even handle when i mention some of the cases of torture. but the to the ones who suffered the extreme torture it's a billion times worse than any distress someone might get from reading about it.
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Specialist
Jul 4, 2023
325
If I knew you personally we could go together. I'm sorry about how much you suffer, one of the worst on this board for sure.
 

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