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Pointlessabyss
Impulse will takeover one day...
- Sep 17, 2018
- 294
Needed an outlet so here it goes :
So for the last 2 weeks I have been trying to get back in routine, eating right, training, putting effort into work, trying to socialise ( still can't do that very well ) but overall I've been feeling pretty good, I always have my moments but I felt as if I've been able to brush them off. People have even said I've started to look better which was even more motivation.
But the last two days have been shit for no reason! Nothing has happened, but out of the blue my brain has switched into everything is fucked up, whats the point mode! Worst is missing out on sleep again as it goes into overdrive mode so staring at the ceiling it is for the next 8 hrs !
Reminds me of a lyrics from a song :
And when I'm up
It's better than ever
And when I'm down
I'm desperate
Blah fuck you brain ! Anyone know a decent surgeon to rewire it? Peace out!
So for the last 2 weeks I have been trying to get back in routine, eating right, training, putting effort into work, trying to socialise ( still can't do that very well ) but overall I've been feeling pretty good, I always have my moments but I felt as if I've been able to brush them off. People have even said I've started to look better which was even more motivation.
But the last two days have been shit for no reason! Nothing has happened, but out of the blue my brain has switched into everything is fucked up, whats the point mode! Worst is missing out on sleep again as it goes into overdrive mode so staring at the ceiling it is for the next 8 hrs !
Reminds me of a lyrics from a song :
And when I'm up
It's better than ever
And when I'm down
I'm desperate
Blah fuck you brain ! Anyone know a decent surgeon to rewire it? Peace out!