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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
Just heard through a friend of mine. He did it by Train. I knew him and his partner had broken up recently, I don't want to say that is the catalyst but ..yep.

He wasn't a close friend by any stretch, more just someone I knew at high school but he was a decent guy and from what I remember he was very popular, didn't bully anyone, played sports at a high level, had the girls at school dances etc

Life eh? Funny old thing. Sleep well dude.
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
On a more morbid note, I guess theres no open casket funeral, ok I'm a bad person. :pfff:
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
At least he is no longer suffering.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I'm both happy for him and jealous of him.
 
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Niko

Niko

Student
Oct 4, 2018
112
a few years after I left high school the most popular Teacher in our school jumped in front of a train one day. it was so shocking to the whole community because he was loved by everybody and basically the spirit of the school itself. I even liked him and I hated that fucking school!

idk about you but i grew up in a suburban town where everybody tried put on a face of 'successful domesticity', but you just had to go slightly beneath the surface to find something much darker. the professor's ctb was like a spring of real world shit that pierced through the facade that blanketed the town.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I know of 2 people from high school that ctb. One hung himself in his bedroom closet and the other drove his car on the wrong side of the freeway and head on into a semi !
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
As far as Im aware, three people in my year at school (one re-sat his final year if that counts?) have CTB. I am jealous of them.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I'm both happy for him and jealous of him.
I feel the same.

Even if I hear about someone being murdered or dying in an accident i'm like "they escaped from this shit".
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Even if I hear about someone being murdered or dying in an accident i'm like "they escaped from this shit".

I don't when it comes to murders or accidents because those people may have wanted to live, so they might not have had anything to escape from. Just my thought on it
 
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Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I don't when it comes to murders or accidents because those people may have wanted to live, so they might not have had anything to escape from. Just my thought on it
More like they're not dealing with this reality any more & wont suffer in the future. From their perspective i'm sure they'd choose to continue.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Life is fucking weird. The people who are suffering and want to die tend to stay alive unless they end it themselves while the people who enjoy life or want to stick around for a long time die unexpectedly.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I know of 2 people from high school that ctb. One hung himself in his bedroom closet and the other drove his car on the wrong side of the freeway and head on into a semi !
I considered the running head on into a semi in a two lane, but jeez I guess I don't want to harm anyone else in my dying process.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I feel the same.

Even if I hear about someone being murdered or dying in an accident i'm like "they escaped from this shit".

I feel like this as well. And then I think, why it wasn't me?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I feel like this as well. And then I think, why it wasn't me?
I saw this news article of a gorgeous couple who just got married took a helicopter ride and it crashed and killed them. I thought to myself, how fucked up it is that this lady who actually wants to live and has a future was killed but I'm here wishing I wasn't alive and I'm not helping anyone or living for any reason other than I happened to be conceived.
 
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