Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
A lady that my mother knows told my mother the other day that here grandson had commit suicide by hanging him self. He was 19 and had mental health problems but as my mother was telling me i was saying to her what a shame how hard on the family it must be . But all the time I was saying that i was thinking what a lucky sod he was he had the balls to end his life all his pain and suffering was gone. He never know the pain of being betrayed by those close to him no pain from not being loved all gone for him . Sort of a bit jealous of him as here i am in my mid 40s every thing mess up and still not got the balls to end it all. One day one day i will just hope its sooner than later no way i am going to live another 40 plus years.
