Venting hi kids. Lemme tell you a brief story about my day today : ) grab a "blankit"

[wordsonscreen]

This is mostly a sarcastic post but come laugh at my misfortune with me : ) yay

an unfortunate series of events
by sunbug​

you know how I've been running around on SS being like "OH I WISH I COULD TAKE ON SOME OF YOUR SUFFERING" lol. I guess be fucking careful what you wish for haha

Some disgusting events that have transpired today-
(for context, I'm a hyper clean person and cant handle filth so all of this was deeply difficult lol and I frankly would have hired a cleaning staff but COVID)

1. i woke up feeling... good. for the first time in a dangerously long ass time. decided to clean my house after about a MONTH of not taking the trash out or cooking (this was NOT a choice- I've been sippin that depression juice. and side note- all the mess was in kitchen only, I've only been able to keep the rest of my house clean. plus I stopped eating so it didnt matter for a while anyway. if you wanna be dum dum and judge- fine. it'll be a cherry on top for this day lol)
2. so there was a bunch of rotting takeout I had to bag, right. and I did. its my mess- I deal with it. Cool. Thought that was the worst part.. BUT NO!!
3. the bag ripped AT my front door
4. everything fell out so I had to manually pick up my month old rotting produce ONE BY ONE. alright. I wanted to scream but calmly did it anyway. "its fine- cant get worse", I naively tell myself. WRONG.
5. its snowing and raining outside. Its fine right? "in and out super quick. just need to throw it in the bins."
6. there was black ice everywhere so I had to go back and get my boots. tired at this point.
7. THE BIN WAS FROZEN SHUT lol
8. Cannot, for the love of god, get any worse so I mustered up the last of my courage and scraped snow off the edges of a stinky garbage bin manually. at this point, I'm freezing too- can barely feel my hands lol
9. I finally open it. so grateful that the nasty garbage bin has opened so I can go and take a shower ew. how could it be that easy tho?!?!? IT WAS FULL.
10. SO. I had to scrape open another : ) it was also frozen shut. and there was no way I was taking the garbage inside after having smelled it.
11. All taken care of. Kitchen clean. then I come back and was telling a friend as my bath heated up. and right then, I received a rejection from a phd program lol- the application itself cost $300 haha and I did not even get an interview : )
12. other less fun less sacrastic stuff- I have not done art in months. To say I have been creatively and spiritually dead would be an understatement. I did some art- my FIRST painting in far too long and received a bunch of unwanted, cruel, and totally unproductive comments from my beloved family : ))) parenthood : )) they do it so well :) Lesson learned- do not share art with birth givers. and 2, one of my exes messaged me "you need a therapist" out of NOWHERE. we dont even talk and just send each other memes sometimes and connect when we need help. He probably was trying to be funny as a response to some of my dark memes but, frankly, he probably just wanted an excuse to say something demeaning. It just made me feel bad given what has been going on and fuck him. I DO have a therapist and its not an insult to have a therapist. They are cool and helpful. so many little jerks running around in my life. but little do they know- I have spent my day rolling around in literal trash so their words cannot hurt me haha :p *cries*

So. Hope you enjoyed hearing about my day. I sure LOVED living this :)

(not my art- artist handle is in the picture)​

 

[Makko]

Today has been sort of good, which is pretty freaky... apparently it was you who stole my Monday this week!

 

[wordsonscreen]

Today has been sort of good, which is pretty freaky... apparently it was you who stole my Monday this week!

fuck. I knew it girl. I had a feeling it had to be someone on here haha <3

 

[botanormal]

Oh gosh, that really does sound unlucky. I know the feeling, whenever I'm in a better mood, and want to start doing something more productive, it always comes back to bite me in the ass! It seems like you also had the same bad luck too, I'm really sorry you had to put up with all that. Having things go wrong at every corner like that must have been incredibly frustrating, I hope it didn't completely ruin your good mood. And when you were already having a rough day, the rejection must have felt even more disheartening, the timing sounds really awful. :(

I just read your 12th point too, and wow, some people are far too cold! It seems like sharing anything you find special with your family, is a guaranteed way to have your mood ruined unfortunately. You didn't deserve to receive such unkind remarks though. After going so long without being in touch with your creative side, it must've been a great feeling to finally create a painting! I'm really happy for you, and I'm sure it turned out great. Art is such a wonderful way of self-expression, those kinds of judgements are completely out of place. And that comment from your ex was definitely unwarranted, even if he was trying to be 'funny'. I'm sure hearing that, after the day you had, just made everything feel a lot worse, which really sucks. You're right, it's not an insult to have a therapist at all, and to think so is pretty damn ignorant of him! It sounds like your day was a lot, it's really unfair you had to put up with all of that, especially considering you woke up in a good mood too.

Hopefully, the better moods will continue into tomorrow, and you'll be able to have a better day, without all the added stress from other people and trash (I say 'and', but really, are people & trash so different? :P) .

 

[Nexey]

This post gave me second-hand pain. I hate filth so much. I almost cried from finding freshly cleaned laundry on the floor multiple times. Sounds melodramatic but that shit just grates on you in the worst way.

 

[EeEeEeEeYy]

fuck. I knew it girl. I had a feeling it had to be someone on here haha <3

Way to take one for the team! on a serious note, that all sounds rought, im sorry for you

 

[fred farkle]

the garbage piling up sounds familiar.

 

[jesse]

I relate to this so hard. Often when I finally muster the energy to do something about a situation... It's like life actively comes and jabs me several times square in the face. How dare I have the audacity to think I could... do the laundrrrry. *Cue me stubbing my toe, dropping clean shirts on the floor, spilling detergent everywhere, etc.* I hope life lays off the both of us for a while. It needs to go bother someone who has the energy to deal with that crap.

 

[Nicothe13th]

Yeah fuck life fr
Can't even sleep, just wanna die it's all just a fucking inconvenience now

 

[wordsonscreen]

Oh gosh, that really does sound unlucky. I know the feeling, whenever I'm in a better mood, and want to start doing something more productive, it always comes back to bite me in the ass! It seems like you also had the same bad luck too, I'm really sorry you had to put up with all that. Having things go wrong at every corner like that must have been incredibly frustrating, I hope it didn't completely ruin your good mood. And when you were already having a rough day, the rejection must have felt even more disheartening, the timing sounds really awful. :(

I just read your 12th point too, and wow, some people are far too cold! It seems like sharing anything you find special with your family, is a guaranteed way to have your mood ruined unfortunately. You didn't deserve to receive such unkind remarks though. After going so long without being in touch with your creative side, it must've been a great feeling to finally create a painting! I'm really happy for you, and I'm sure it turned out great. Art is such a wonderful way of self-expression, those kinds of judgements are completely out of place. And that comment from your ex was definitely unwarranted, even if he was trying to be 'funny'. I'm sure hearing that, after the day you had, just made everything feel a lot worse, which really sucks. You're right, it's not an insult to have a therapist at all, and to think so is pretty damn ignorant of him! It sounds like your day was a lot, it's really unfair you had to put up with all of that, especially considering you woke up in a good mood too.

Hopefully, the better moods will continue into tomorrow, and you'll be able to have a better day, without all the added stress from other people and trash (I say 'and', but really, are people & trash so different? :P) .

hehe oh botanormal you are such a darling!! I love seeing you around :) Thank you. I appreciate the validation, support, and understanding. Its always so odd to be aligned but then have a bunch of shitty things happen in a row- what a strange world.

Thank you <3

And ARE people & trash so different?
I am VERY unsure haha which is not a good sign :p

This post gave me second-hand pain. I hate filth so much. I almost cried from finding freshly cleaned laundry on the floor multiple times. Sounds melodramatic but that shit just grates on you in the worst way.

hehe you funny. I feel you <3 I just finished laundry and I just stood there hugging the warm sheets lol :p

Reminds me of this
"It's not the large things that
send a man to the
madhouse. death he's ready for, or
murder, incest, robbery, fire, flood…
no, it's the continuing series of small tragedies
that send a man to the
madhouse…
not the death of his love
but a shoelace that snaps
with no time left"
-Charles B.

Way to take one for the team!

Thanks hehe <3 Glad you appreciate! Y'all better have a nice dinner because I absorbed a bunch of shit today haha

the garbage piling up sounds familiar.

Its so annoying :/ and embarrassing. Internal reflects on the external for me very transparently.

I relate to this so hard. Often when I finally muster the energy to do something about a situation... It's like life actively comes and jabs me several times square in the face. How dare I have the audacity to think I could... do the laundrrrry. *Cue me stubbing my toe, dropping clean shirts on the floor, spilling detergent everywhere, etc.* I hope life lays off the both of us for a while. It needs to go bother someone who has the energy to deal with that crap.

DUDE!! THIS. This is basically what has been happening with me for the last year or so. Some things do go well but this kind of jab has been far too frequent. I'm waiting for the punchline. It do need to focus elsewhere. Its interesting because I already have no energy to push back at any resistance at this point- I get rejected from schools, yeah ok I cant try for that again. All this does is throw me off my balance. Life likes pulling the rug out from under us :) Part of me feels like its okay too but it also is not.

 

[LaminarFlow]

This is mostly a sarcastic post but come laugh at my misfortune with me : ) yay

an unfortunate series of events
by sunbug​

you know how I've been running around on SS being like "OH I WISH I COULD TAKE ON SOME OF YOUR SUFFERING" lol. I guess be fucking careful what you wish for haha

Some disgusting events that have transpired today-
(for context, I'm a hyper clean person and cant handle filth so all of this was deeply difficult lol and I frankly would have hired a cleaning staff but COVID)

1. i woke up feeling... good. for the first time in a dangerously long ass time. decided to clean my house after about a MONTH of not taking the trash out or cooking (this was NOT a choice- I've been sippin that depression juice. and side note- all the mess was in kitchen only, I've only been able to keep the rest of my house clean. plus I stopped eating so it didnt matter for a while anyway. if you wanna be dum dum and judge- fine. it'll be a cherry on top for this day lol)
2. so there was a bunch of rotting takeout I had to bag, right. and I did. its my mess- I deal with it. Cool. Thought that was the worst part.. BUT NO!!
3. the bag ripped AT my front door
4. everything fell out so I had to manually pick up my month old rotting produce ONE BY ONE. alright. I wanted to scream but calmly did it anyway. "its fine- cant get worse", I naively tell myself. WRONG.
5. its snowing and raining outside. Its fine right? "in and out super quick. just need to throw it in the bins."
6. there was black ice everywhere so I had to go back and get my boots. tired at this point.
7. THE BIN WAS FROZEN SHUT lol
8. Cannot, for the love of god, get any worse so I mustered up the last of my courage and scraped snow off the edges of a stinky garbage bin manually. at this point, I'm freezing too- can barely feel my hands lol
9. I finally open it. so grateful that the nasty garbage bin has opened so I can go and take a shower ew. how could it be that easy tho?!?!? IT WAS FULL.
10. SO. I had to scrape open another : ) it was also frozen shut. and there was no way I was taking the garbage inside after having smelled it.
11. All taken care of. Kitchen clean. then I come back and was telling a friend as my bath heated up. and right then, I received a rejection from a phd program lol- the application itself cost $300 haha and I did not even get an interview : )
12. other less fun less sacrastic stuff- I have not done art in months. To say I have been creatively and spiritually dead would be an understatement. I did some art- my FIRST painting in far too long and received a bunch of unwanted, cruel, and totally unproductive comments from my beloved family : ))) parenthood : )) they do it so well :) Lesson learned- do not share art with birth givers. and 2, one of my exes messaged me "you need a therapist" out of NOWHERE. we dont even talk and just send each other memes sometimes and connect when we need help. He probably was trying to be funny as a response to some of my dark memes but, frankly, he probably just wanted an excuse to say something demeaning. It just made me feel bad given what has been going on and fuck him. I DO have a therapist and its not an insult to have a therapist. They are cool and helpful. so many little jerks running around in my life. but little do they know- I have spent my day rolling around in literal trash so their words cannot hurt me haha :p *cries*

So. Hope you enjoyed hearing about my day. I sure LOVED living this

Sunbug, you seem plenty resilient and it looks like it didn't totally ruin your mood today!

You managed to witfully turn your misfortune into a chapter you kindly shared with us. You made me smile and want to send you a warm hug from far away in space and time (I'm from another continent).

You know what, I'm going to clean my kitchen today just because of you !

Maybe it's not going to be bad day after all ....

 

[wordsonscreen]

Sunbug, you seem plenty resilient and it looks like it didn't totally ruin your mood today!

You managed to witfully turn your misfortune into a chapter you kindly shared with us. You made me smile and want to send you a warm hug from far away in space and time (I'm from another continent).

You know what, I'm going to clean my kitchen today just because of you !

Maybe it's not going to be bad day after all ....

oh dear this is so so sweet to read <3 hehe thank you. You warm my heart!
How did the kitchen cleaning go? did you make any nice foods??

 

[Ego Sum Medusa]

What's that meme? "Would whoever has my Vodoo Doll please give it a rest."

OP: I hate picking up old garbage; it may be one of the most depressing, disgusting things... I've wanted to cry at the sight of such a pile and the knowledge of what I must do.

You're awesome for turning your rough morning into something that might cheer others.