V
victoria91
Student
- Jan 15, 2019
- 114
I have been lurking on here for well over a year, but never had the guts to post. You all seem so wonderful and I would find myself reassured everytime I came on here :)
I remember being a little girl and wanting to die. I remember hating life and not wanting to be here. I now have 4 wonderful children ( all young ) and these feelings are still very much with me. It doesnt matter what I do , these feelings are always there.
From the outside my life looks pretty wonderful but I hate every part of it. There is no real point to this post apart from to say you all seem genuine and supportive :)
I remember being a little girl and wanting to die. I remember hating life and not wanting to be here. I now have 4 wonderful children ( all young ) and these feelings are still very much with me. It doesnt matter what I do , these feelings are always there.
From the outside my life looks pretty wonderful but I hate every part of it. There is no real point to this post apart from to say you all seem genuine and supportive :)