lovelove416
Member
- Dec 10, 2025
- 15
Read the previous thread for context...I contacted my friends and everyone involved to get his user on a different site. But they were uncomfortable with what happened and claimed they didn't have it or that his account was deleted. The account I contacted him with originally was also deleted and they wouldn't give me the server we were on for various reasons. I had a sliver of hope that I could see him again. Demolished.
My love life is horrible and has never been great. I don't believe I'll ever have a chance with anyone who isn't him. I'm talked about sexually but I'm never an actual option. Just the girl you joke about dating or talk to for a couple bucks to make your friends laugh. At least he'd be willing to have a relationship with me.
I want to find someone like him, but don't know how. As horrible as it is I crave a piece of shit that treats me like shit but at least has the decency to have an actual relationship, I don't care if that relationships abusive. I want the obsession and undying willingness to continue to stay with me. Some people just aren't made for anyone "better" or "good" normal relationships. But I still think that guy's something that I won't find again.
My love life is horrible and has never been great. I don't believe I'll ever have a chance with anyone who isn't him. I'm talked about sexually but I'm never an actual option. Just the girl you joke about dating or talk to for a couple bucks to make your friends laugh. At least he'd be willing to have a relationship with me.
I want to find someone like him, but don't know how. As horrible as it is I crave a piece of shit that treats me like shit but at least has the decency to have an actual relationship, I don't care if that relationships abusive. I want the obsession and undying willingness to continue to stay with me. Some people just aren't made for anyone "better" or "good" normal relationships. But I still think that guy's something that I won't find again.
