BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,635
I've spent pretty much all day in my room. Aside from this morning, I only came out for a few minutes to get food. I tried talking to my mom and she hardly acknowledged me. My dad was a bit more friendly but it was still like talking to a wall. They don't care. I'm just mooching off them so why should they?
I've been laying on my couch underneath a heavy furry comforter. Been spending all day on here. Despite my posts I've been feeling melancholic today with some moments of numbness. I feel like all I'm doing is annoying people, saying the wrong thing, being a pest. I feel like this every day but it seems heavier today.
If this keeps up I'll be where I was when this whole double depression started and I was really, really bad.
Bring it on. I have nothing to lose.
I've been laying on my couch underneath a heavy furry comforter. Been spending all day on here. Despite my posts I've been feeling melancholic today with some moments of numbness. I feel like all I'm doing is annoying people, saying the wrong thing, being a pest. I feel like this every day but it seems heavier today.
If this keeps up I'll be where I was when this whole double depression started and I was really, really bad.
Bring it on. I have nothing to lose.
