bunnii

bunnii

just a little guy
Feb 16, 2023
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Dogs
Jealousy and guilt sap and snarl at each other like feral dogs i my chest
There's a carbon monoxide alarm going off somewhere
When will it stop?
I bite my tongue to keep it from misbehaving
And feed my starving dogs

Pain and comfort
There's comfort in the pain
Walking on the broken glass of our love
I romanticise the concern
Swallowing grainy pills
Dancing on hot coals for you
There's comfort in the pain
I grit my yellowed teeth
Close my bloodshot eyes
Inhale, exhale
There's comfort in the pain

Smoking
A purple haze hangs in the air
I inhale you
coughing, sputtering
I'm spinning
I feel the blood in my veins and the veins in my limbs
But you reassure me that I'm okay
Gentle hand on my pulsing arm
I trust you
Do you trust me?

Vomit
I'm throwing up chunks of you in my trash can
I overindulged
ate my fill and still ate more
Your creamy eyes, your supple skin
I destroyed it all between my gnashing teeth
Now you're gone, gone
And I have only myself to blame
Purging you from my system
Gone, gone
 
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