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[No hope]

I need your help guys, to cut a very long story short how do you kill yourself when you're brain is fucked up from the last two attempts. I tried carbon monoxide twice in a tent and I know now that's why my memory is so so bad and I'm like a walking shell, I can barely string sentences together and my attitude towards life stinks now cus I'm not the same person at all. I can't carry on just waking up and pretty much crying all day, I try and distract myself but I'm just thick now and I get tired so easy, I spend hours in bed. Please can someone help me with a method, I can't do this anymore
I'm sorry baskol but what is there is to like about my post!

 

[Soul]

Baskol thumbs-ups everything - don't fret about him.

I'm sorry you're struggling so. How long ago were your previous attempts? I remember feeling like you describe for a couple of months after surgery - some anesthetics do that. Depression can too. (((Hugs)))

Have you considered SN, or an opioid? Meanwhile be good to yourself, ok? Drink lots of water and go for walks in fresh air and eat your spinach and all that - little things but they can help a lot. x

 

[Baskol1]

Now its a hug, thats better right?

 

[No hope]

I can't remember when they were but I'm just living in hell, I can't even do my job and I used to love it. Why do people have to live like this

 

[Soul]

I can't remember when they were but I'm just living in hell, I can't even do my job and I used to love it. Why do people have to live like this

I'm sorry. There's no reason why. Are you on leave from your job, or ... ?
How can we help you?

 

[No hope]

I just need more of a simple guide to ctb not bothered what method anymore, if I could work out hanging id have been gone months ago

 

[pole]

sorry you're feeling such a way :(

hope you feel better, and find the peace and happiness that you deserve.

 

[Donewith_]

I am sorry you are facing all this..
There are simple methods like sn in 'resources '.. check them out.
There are many threads on it.. i think.

 

[Soul]

I think @No hope is saying s/he's too frazzled to read through the resources. I don't think any of us can choose a method for you, though.

Can I ask what continent you're on? (((More hugs)))

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm sorry for what's been happening to you... I also think SN is the least hassle. Sending you hugs...