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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
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I have only posted once before but I am getting very desperate. I have been suffering deafening hammering Tinnitus and extreme hyperacusis in both ears for 20 months it came on from nowhere. I have a jet engine in one ear and workmans pneumatic drill in the other and both have a hammering I can feel vibrating into my feet. The anxiety this has caused is crippling me weight loss massive hair loss body bouncing and shaking. I have recovered many medical conditions including cancer and a big back operation I can cope with pain but this in your ears 24/7 day in day out is cruel and dementing. Even applied to 3 Euthanasia Clinics in Europe but no go not terminal. I thought it was a person choice as long as of sound mind which I am. I have gone from very happy healthy with a lovely life with so many hopes dreams and plans to a tortured demented wreck I cant even function now. I am no good with technology daren't buy lethal pill on line and wouldn't know how to anyway. I don't want to live like this its too much suffering. Don't know if I dare jump in case not successful only other thing I can think of is stopping eating and drinking but think it would take too long. I cant believe I am even posting this please can anyone help me. Should I keep trying Dignitas oh god please someone help me I cant believe this has happened to me its deafening I cant take this level of noise in my ears the feel full vibrate with the volume such pain they wouldn't let animals suffer like this.
 
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Samuel

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I can help you. But you have to believe. And I may need you to say a few lines. Email me @ [email protected].

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Edit: or you can pm me.
 
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Mybattle

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Feb 27, 2019
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There are treatments on the way for tinnitus... I have it too and it is a bitch. But I wish it was my only problem. How long do you have it? When I first got it I wanted to blow my head off, now I don't even hear it anymore. Hard to believe.....

Edit I see u have it for 20 months and to you it is severe, my T is moderate. But at first i thought it would be the end of me...

I had hyperacusis too but that went away and does in many cases. Check out Susan Shore Tinnitus
 
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JWL

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Jan 15, 2019
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I have this, as well. Doctors are an absolute waste of space in terms of treatment or even the decency to try to understand my problem or take it seriously. I've had it for years and got used to it, but over the past year it exploded and also spread to the other ear. ENT tests = "can't see anything wrong. Next please..."
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
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There are treatments on the way for tinnitus... I have it too and it is a bitch. But I wish it was my only problem. How long do you have it? When I first got it I wanted to blow my head off, now I don't even hear it anymore. Hard to believe.....

Edit I see u have it for 20 months and to you it is severe, my T is moderate. But at first i thought it would be the end of me...

I had hyperacusis too but that went away and does in many cases. Check out Susan Shore Tinnitus
Thank you
There are treatments on the way for tinnitus... I have it too and it is a bitch. But I wish it was my only problem. How long do you have it? When I first got it I wanted to blow my head off, now I don't even hear it anymore. Hard to believe.....

Edit I see u have it for 20 months and to you it is severe, my T is moderate. But at first i thought it would be the end of me...

I had hyperacusis too but that went away and does in many cases. Check out Susan Shore Tinnitus
Thank you I just cant take it any longer too much for me and no life whatsoever I could have coped with anything but this
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
I have this, as well. Doctors an absolute waste of space in terms of treatement or even the decency to understand my problem or take it seriously. I've had it for years and got used to it, but over the past year it exploded and also spread to the other ear. ENT tests = can't see anything wrong. Next please...
I agree ive tried everything 4 consultants 3 tinnitus clinics and every alternative therapy known to man
 
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Ukmale

Student
Sep 23, 2018
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I have been told before that a clinic in the city that I live near has great results with Tinnitus. I am not sure how accurate this is as I have no experience with it but its in Leeds if you are interested.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
White noise tapes are excellent, by the way. I had them going all day and night at home, and on ipod where necessary or convenient.
 
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Feb 12, 2019
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I have really bad tinnitus. I've had it since I was a kid, but it got louder after I had a horrible sinus infection in my 20's. I suffered for about a year and a half and then it either went back to baseline or I got used to it again. I agree with @JWL, I used brown noise apps all the time. Now, I just have a fan at night. I'm assuming you've tried stuff like lipo-flavnoid and COQ10?

I'm sorry you're suffering : (
 
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