new life

new life

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I just keep crying like a baby.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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Sometimes you just have to let it out! There's nothing wrong with having emotions. You'll be okay and we're here for you if you want to talk about it.
 
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new life

new life

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I just want to go and stop being in pain but cant till summer.
any quick methods I can use tonight
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Don't try to plan or worry right now. Just be in the moment and release what's bothering you.
 
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if you find out let me know, I'm the biggest crybaby

I know it's hard but don't do anything impulsive, that's when mistakes happen and you can end up in a situation even worse than you're in now
 
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new life

new life

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Whats up is I just want to end having to live in this world, and knowing I cant CTB till augast.
 
lostangel

lostangel

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I cry on the regular every second day. I have no idea how to stop it. I guess you could maybe identify triggers and avoid them. Easier said than done. I can't even master that myself. Good luck and we here as SS are there for you!
 
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stevieu

stevieu

~ Sleepwalking through every day ~
Feb 10, 2020
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I just keep crying like a baby

Let them flow until they can flow no more, for now. It's better to let your emotions out and chat about them here. We're all a shoulder :hug:
 
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new life

new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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Don't try to plan or worry right now. Just be in the moment and release what's bothering you.
I just dont want to be here anymore
if you find out let me know, I'm the biggest crybaby

I know it's hard but don't do anything impulsive, that's when mistakes happen and you can end up in a situation even worse than you're in now
At east if i wait till summer hopefully no mistakes will happend and I will be successfull.
I cry on the regular every second day. I have no idea how to stop it. I guess you could maybe identify triggers and avoid them. Easier said than done. I can't even master that myself. Good luck and we here as SS are there for you!
Thanks I just cry with living as that is the biggest pain.
 
Underwhelming

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Whats upsetting you? If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me :heart:
 
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Soraa

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Feb 27, 2020
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I cry almost every time I'm alone for 3 months now. My eyes are constantly puffy and it's embarrassing. I wish it would stop too. I am here if you need someone to vent. We can virtually cry together lol.
 
new life

new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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I cry almost every time I'm alone for 3 months now. My eyes are constantly puffy and it's embarrassing. I wish it would stop too. I am here if you need someone to vent. We can virtually cry together lol.
Sound good PM if u want
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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I was crying alot and now I feel nothing, can't cry anymore.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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I cry everyday.
- for my cats, I will miss them so much
- for my child, because I want better for her
- for myself, life is so unfair
- for my situation, need time alone to CTB

 
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If you can't CTB until August, is it perhaps worth trying some therapy or medication to make the time in between more bearable?

Also, some good ideas in the meantime might be:
  • writing down all of the thoughts and feelings currently in your head and seeing if that helps, getting them all out on paper and seeing them in their entirety
  • distraction, doing something you enjoy or at least used to enjoy
 
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new life

new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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I was crying alot and now I feel nothing, can't cry anymore.
I still cry but as i live in pain everyday, I just feel ready and have the courage to follow throigh with ctb
I cry everyday.
- for my cats, I will miss them so much
- for my child, because I want better for her
- for myself, life is so unfair
- for my situation, need time alone to CTB

I know its hard espechally as you have a child, but its your life u need to do what is best for you. I cry aswell about my dog but im sure people will look after him, i hope anyway. Bit again i need to do what is right for me.
If you can't CTB until August, is it perhaps worth trying some therapy or medication to make the time in between more bearable?

Also, some good ideas in the meantime might be:
  • writing down all of the thoughts and feelings currently in your head and seeing if that helps, getting them all out on paper and seeing them in their entirety
  • distraction, doing something you enjoy or at least used to enjoy
I am glad you have read the fact i can not ctb untill augast. I am currently on sertraline which is like my 6th medication change and still it does not work. I do try and do things i like, like visit my fav animal at a animal sanctuary, its just hard having to wait and keep living this shitty life, being autistic is espechally hard all whilst waiting untill augast.
 
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