margomoors
Margo D Moors-Voluntario
- Feb 21, 2020
- 18
I think I've been dissociating lately. I don't remember the last time I've cried, but I know I'm still in a miserable state of mind. I'll still laugh with my family or friends, but it feels sort of empty and at least slightly fake. I don't feel empathy nearly as much as I did a couple of years ago. I don't feel bad for myself much either. I feel pretty empty. It doesn't feel bad or good. However, I don't feel like me. I don't feel like I'm Margo, but I'll still respond to the name and pretend. I feel like an imposter. I've dissociated before, but not often to this extent. I think this has lasted about a week, maybe two. But it has been on and off for about a year.
Has my dissociation worsened or might this be something else? I've considered therapy but I don't have the money or motivation and the ones in my area don't have a the cleanest track records.
Has my dissociation worsened or might this be something else? I've considered therapy but I don't have the money or motivation and the ones in my area don't have a the cleanest track records.