Hello
Been a lurker for a while but signed up recently and just wanted to say hello
Unfortunately my life if at a critical junction and I face losing pretty much everything and potentially looking at a living death sentence. I am not prepared to live with that outcome and have been reading the forum for the last few months and only now feel brave enough to just say hello.
I have struggled with Mental health for numerous years , various tablets and talking therapy's but only find peace when sleeping. Have had a very tough life, Family, Friends, work , money all add up. The last 6 months have been very very bad and most likely CTB soon either By SN ( acquiring this seems very tough or by hanging/ full or partial.) Im not scared of CTB just making sure i get the method right ,
I found myself becoming more and more religious lately and this has helped me find some comfort but not enough to keep me in this world. So just saying hello , hope everyone is doing as well as they can be.
Been a lurker for a while but signed up recently and just wanted to say hello
Unfortunately my life if at a critical junction and I face losing pretty much everything and potentially looking at a living death sentence. I am not prepared to live with that outcome and have been reading the forum for the last few months and only now feel brave enough to just say hello.
I have struggled with Mental health for numerous years , various tablets and talking therapy's but only find peace when sleeping. Have had a very tough life, Family, Friends, work , money all add up. The last 6 months have been very very bad and most likely CTB soon either By SN ( acquiring this seems very tough or by hanging/ full or partial.) Im not scared of CTB just making sure i get the method right ,
I found myself becoming more and more religious lately and this has helped me find some comfort but not enough to keep me in this world. So just saying hello , hope everyone is doing as well as they can be.
