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westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
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heyy ppl! im a long time lurker (think I found this site from that stupid youtuber back in 23?) and finally got the courage to post. how is everyone today?
 
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jackiebrown67

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Apr 4, 2026
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Oh. Good for you. I had to search around in Google to find support. Im familiar with all the hotlines and it just isnt enough. I have a terminal illness that is going to be debilitating so Im just looking at options. I am so relieved thst there is a site like this. They all just want to talk people out of their decision. I understand it can be looked at as selfish but, Im the one who has to live with myself. Hope you find what your looking for.
 
idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
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heyy ppl! im a long time lurker (think I found this site from that stupid youtuber back in 23?) and finally got the courage to post. how is everyone today?
im new too! avoiding studying statstics for psych but im gonna have to start eventually ;( been a rough school year in general but we push through... barely lol. Hope you're having a good day/night wherever you are stranger
 
Chito and Yuuri

Chito and Yuuri

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Apr 9, 2026
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Welcome! I've learned about this site around like I believe 2025 maybe and have been knowing it for a while but I finally got to making an account. I've been having a fun day so far as this is my first day actually commenting around here and I hope you have the same amount of fun that I have been having.
 
westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
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gahdamn what're you doing up so late? hope you have something nice to occupy your time with
earlier i tried to get some programming done cuz im the project leader on some schizo game, but todays really not the mindspace atm... will retry tomorrow. I was fixing the minimap

but I just feel empty and melancholic and despondent atm and i cant sleep :(

btw love your pfp!! it looks bit eerie but also well-fitting at the same time
 
idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
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earlier i tried to get some programming done cuz im the project leader on some schizo game, but todays really not the mindspace atm... will retry tomorrow. I was fixing the minimap
ooo schizo game? what do you do in this game? :0

also thanks!! its Crona from Soul Eater!! Peak manga/anime you should check it out if ur interested in stuff like that<3
 
westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
8
ooo schizo game? what do you do in this game? :0

also thanks!! its Crona from Soul Eater!! Peak manga/anime you should check it out if ur interested in stuff like that<3
havent rly watched anything like that before ngl... maybe I should start for the remaining time? who knows :P
ill certainly look it up thanks!!

its an RTS so I guess you order soldiers around to whack each other? a fairly old one actually. the story of how i got here is a bit strange but its not like I have anything better to do w my life anyway...
 
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idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
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havent rly watched anything like that before ngl... maybe I should start for the remaining time? who knows :P
ill certainly look it up thanks!!

its an RTS so I guess you order soldiers around to whack each other? a fairly old one actually. the story of how i got here is a bit strange but its not like I have anything better to do w my life anyway...
Ooo pretty cool! explains the knight profile picture lol. I've watched speedruns of ppl playing RTS games and while they're not my cup of tea, i definitely respect people who enjoy the grind. We all have that one genre of game that scratches the brain just right. me personally, I love musou games where I can just hack down thousands of enemies at once with a rlly strong character.

and yesss you should!! it cures boredom 100%. pick a genre and just dive in headfirst with a google search.
 
westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
8
thx will do tmr!

based on your description i thought it was a bullet hell but actually no :D never rly played fighting games myself so dont know that much sadly

glad to meet you btw, nice stranger! <3
 
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idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
31
thx will do tmr!

based on your description i thought it was a bullet hell but actually no :D never rly played fighting games myself so dont know that much sadly

glad to meet you btw, nice stranger! <3
LOVEEE bullet hells too. bullet HEAVENS as well lmao. if i could recommend like everything im thinking abt rn i would but i dont wanna bombard you hehe :ahhha:

glad to meet you too! here's to better days ahead hopefully<3
 
idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
31
do it anyway, i believe in you :)
Twilight survivors, Vampire survivors, Cult of the Lamb, One Piece Pirate Warriors 3/4 (these two are musou games), Soul Stalker, Void Scrapers, 20 minutes till dawn.
and then for fighting games: The Last Blade 1/2, Samurai Shodown, Naruto Ult Ninja Storm 3/4, Garou Mark of the Wolves, Guilty Gear XX Accent Core Plus
idk if you have steam but wishlist these if you do!!
 
westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

Member
Aug 22, 2024
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Twilight survivors, Vampire survivors, Cult of the Lamb, One Piece Pirate Warriors 3/4 (these two are musou games), Soul Stalker, Void Scrapers, 20 minutes till dawn.
and then for fighting games: The Last Blade 1/2, Samurai Shodown, Naruto Ult Ninja Storm 3/4, Garou Mark of the Wolves, Guilty Gear XX Accent Core Plus
idk if you have steam but wishlist these if you do!!
ooo thanks!! yes i do have steam :)
Hi, welcome o the siye, it's an inyersting place free of judegement :)
hii!
 
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