While the forum operates on a pro-choice approach, I would highly encourage that you seek or exhaust all your resources before putting your own life into your own hands. inert methods are not difficult by any stretch, understanding what you're doing is necessary for this method. There are various threads on the forum that will give you an answer of what purity is necessary. Simply put, if you cannot figure out what purity is necessary for this method, it may not be a right choice for you. There are too many underlying problems pre-existing if you can't figure out what purity is necessary.