Did you do this at home o_O? A good way for those who do not have the determination to commit suicide is to persistently throw a ball against the wall and wait until the enraged neighbors come to kill the source of the noise.
I created this post because firstly I wanted to share the joy. Secondly, life is suffering, and it turned out that a tennis ball, loneliness and a vacant lot provide the largest specific capacity of a substance that reduces suffering per amount of money spent. And if someone wants to repeat my feat, I will be glad. (And I've been thinking about a tennis ball for several weeks, but I thought the ball costs a few dollars, I don't have that kind of money, but it turned out that today there were pre-New Year discounts at a sports store and the ball cost me about 1 dollar.