Headed to San Francisco

[reznikoff]

No, not to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge. Although, that seems like something I would really like to do, I doubt I could accomplish CTB-via-bridge-jumping because of the sole reason that my family is coming on this trip with me.

Don't want them to have to witness something like that. But I hope I can find some solace in this trip. I have been having probably the worst week of my life. Not even just looking at it from a negative standpoint but it's been heartbreak after heartbreak and disappointment after disappointment. I swore to myself I would continue to try and live but 2019 just isn't my year. I don't think I've had a good week or even a good year since.... 2015 maybe? I honestly don't know.

I don't know. I wish my family wasn't attending this trip with me so I could jump the bridge as easily as I want to.

 

[Macc Lad]

Enjoy! Send me a postcard!

 

[headinghome]

No, not to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge. Although, that seems like something I would really like to do, I doubt I could accomplish CTB-via-bridge-jumping because of the sole reason that my family is coming on this trip with me.

Don't want them to have to witness something like that. But I hope I can find some solace in this trip. I have been having probably the worst week of my life. Not even just looking at it from a negative standpoint but it's been heartbreak after heartbreak and disappointment after disappointment. I swore to myself I would continue to try and live but 2019 just isn't my year. I don't think I've had a good week or even a good year since.... 2015 maybe? I honestly don't know.

I don't know. I wish my family wasn't attending this trip with me so I could jump the bridge as easily as I want to.

You can travel you can walk you can live ....just try..... I would pay the devil just to be able to be in your shoes

 

[DepressionsAHo]

No, not to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge. Although, that seems like something I would really like to do, I doubt I could accomplish CTB-via-bridge-jumping because of the sole reason that my family is coming on this trip with me.

Don't want them to have to witness something like that. But I hope I can find some solace in this trip. I have been having probably the worst week of my life. Not even just looking at it from a negative standpoint but it's been heartbreak after heartbreak and disappointment after disappointment. I swore to myself I would continue to try and live but 2019 just isn't my year. I don't think I've had a good week or even a good year since.... 2015 maybe? I honestly don't know.

I don't know. I wish my family wasn't attending this trip with me so I could jump the bridge as easily as I want to.

Do me an earnest favor?
Could you look to see how the construction is looking on that bridge so far?
It's an ideal spot for me and I will fly down if it's still feasible to jump. I know they're doing construction on it right now but have they set up the net in certain parts? Have fun on your trip. I'm headed to Jamaica in May :)

 

[NOT]

I am not from the US, but I also heard that they are constructing suicide nets on Golden Gate Bridge. It seems like walls are closing in. We are cociety that is in denial of death. Few people jump and everybody is so disturbed. I heard even that some self righteous prick is waiting in the boat to save people from themselves. How about Niagara falls?

 

[reznikoff]

Do me an earnest favor?
Could you look to see how the construction is looking on that bridge so far?
It's an ideal spot for me and I will fly down if it's still feasible to jump. I know they're doing construction on it right now but have they set up the net in certain parts? Have fun on your trip. I'm headed to Jamaica in May :)

Absolutely, I will let you know, friend. I'll PM you when I see it(:

I am not from the US, but I also heard that they are constructing suicide nets on Golden Gate Bridge. It seems like walls are closing in. We are cociety that is in denial of death. Few people jump and everybody is so disturbed. I heard even that some self righteous prick is waiting in the boat to save people from themselves. How about Niagara falls?

Yup, I heard about that too. It's not their damn decision to make.

Niagra falls would be beautiful if I could travel there. Only reason I'm in San Fran is because I'm only a few hours drive from it

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Absolutely, I will let you know, friend. I'll PM you when I see it(:

Yup, I heard about that too. It's not their damn decision to make.

Niagra falls would be beautiful if I could travel there. Only reason I'm in San Fran is because I'm only a few hours drive from it

Oh geez. Thank you so much
I've struggled to find recent pictures of it

 

[RevolutionaryRed]

I also haven't had a good year since 2019. I'm trying to distract myself from my troubles but it just ain't working. Life sucks

 

[Fallingsky]

That bridge is patrolled so hard. I wast just walking on it taking pictures last year and 2 cops stopped me and asked a bunch of questions. They said I had been reported for "standing in one spot for a long time" and wanted to make sure I wasn't suicidal. I had on a backpack and an expensive camera in my hand— clearly a tourist. If the nets don't stop you the police will. Also, it was really scary looking down, I couldn't imagine jumping.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I hope that you have a surprisingly nice trip to San Francisco. It's such a great place (imo). I'm glad your not jumping. I've had a friend jump off the bridge & I miss them terribly. As a result I have read a lot about suicides on the GGB. I'm sorry that your having such a crappy year. I think I could probably say the same. 2019 has not been for me & it's been many years since a "good" year. I really hope things get better & your able to find some peace.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

That bridge is patrolled so hard. I wast just walking on it taking pictures last year and 2 cops stopped me and asked a bunch of questions. They said I had been reported for "standing in one spot for a long time" and wanted to make sure I wasn't suicidal. I had on a backpack and an expensive camera in my hand— clearly a tourist. If the nets don't stop you the police will. Also, it was really scary looking down, I couldn't imagine jumping.

I know. At the bridge I was on yesterday they tried to shut it down before I fled. To be fair I was scoping it out
Once you convince them that you're not though is when jumping becomes that much easier. I plan to be practically obliterated off of several pills and loads of alcohol before I take that jump though
I know how to act sober so fingers crossed
The bridge yesterday was 200' so 250 is scary but idk. I really want to feel my body through the air. It's a 4 second drop and game over

I am not from the US, but I also heard that they are constructing suicide nets on Golden Gate Bridge. It seems like walls are closing in. We are cociety that is in denial of death. Few people jump and everybody is so disturbed. I heard even that some self righteous prick is waiting in the boat to save people from themselves. How about Niagara falls?

They put these bird spikes on the bridge I was on last night lol. As if that's gonna stop someone from jumping you can see them on the lower left of the picture