Between being homeless, an unsupportive family, and an abusive and highly manipulative ex that is hell bent on taking everything from me (and basically has at this point); between not sleeping most nights and having fitful and dream filled bouts of sleep when I'm too exhausted to stay awake anymore. Most days I'm somewhere between feelings of rage and on the verge of crying. I'm ready to call it quits.
My oldest child stabbed me in the back about a month ago and I haven't spoken to her since. My two youngest I haven't put to bed or woken up with them in almost a year, and seeing them requires dealing with that ex that my DV counselor has said has sociopathic tendencies. My boy though, he loves me to death and begs to see me more.
I can't keep going like this.
My oldest child stabbed me in the back about a month ago and I haven't spoken to her since. My two youngest I haven't put to bed or woken up with them in almost a year, and seeing them requires dealing with that ex that my DV counselor has said has sociopathic tendencies. My boy though, he loves me to death and begs to see me more.
I can't keep going like this.
