Venting Having a perfect chance to CTB and ending suffering but becoming less suicidal

[Praestat_Mori]

Like the title says ... I'd have a nearly perfect chance to end this life and suffering and prevent myself from future suffering but actually I become less suicidal. I don't even try to attempt I just get drunk. Fuck ... but obviously that's life and SI intervention.

 

[Dangerdonkey333]

Yeah, getting drunk is a good distraction from thinking too much, or just the pain in general. It sucks that it can get so bad that the only true escape is drug use. It's helped a bit that I've started working out though. I support any decision you make regarding your own life. And I hope you can find some comfort in this life or the next should it come to that

 

[Yaffle]

Like the title says ... I'd have a nearly perfect chance to end this life and suffering and prevent myself from future suffering but actually I become less suicidal. I don't even try to attempt I just get drunk. Fuck ... but obviously that's life and SI intervention.

This is all about being pro choice, live or die.

I 100% respect your choice either way.

I know how my own suicidality varies greatly but I also know SI will be an enormous obstacle to get past.