Have you ever thought about doing something crazy before CTB?

[Emptied_soul]

When i say something "crazy" (at least in my case) i mean travelling around the world on foot or with a bicycle. I mean i have nothing to lose anymore so even if i die during my trip across the world it wouldn't matter because i would attain death and at least i'd get to see some new parts of the world (i've barely traveled in this 24 years of life) and maybe who knows, maybe during my trip i get some sort of revelation or motivation to keep going because as of now i have nothing that makes me want to keep fighting this battle. I want to die but as of now i don't have any reliable methods of CTB and i'm scared of messing up and ending up even worse than i am now.

So, why not doing something crazy before CTB?

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

I'm not really interested in anything, I just want to sit around all day and take it easy. I have considered something along the lines of crazy but I'm not willing to really share it.

 

[orca87]

No. I have no regrets of missing out an opportunity. My only regret is that I destroyed all the wonderful opportunities I've had.

 

[{ixo//}]

I haven't thought about trying to travel around the world before CTB, but yes I've thought about doing crazy things, things that would stuff up my life if I stayed around, and then CTBing to escape the consequences.

 

[Janine]

I've been watching my weight and fitness for my whole life. What I'd do is eat and drink enormous amounts of unhealthy things I'd usually never touch to finally break free on my last day. It's a great question to ask, actually. It's hard to think of anything nice when you consider there won't be any consequences for your actions for once.

 

[macrocosm]

When i say something "crazy" (at least in my case) i mean travelling around the world on foot or with a bicycle. I mean i have nothing to lose anymore so even if i die during my trip across the world it wouldn't matter because i would attain death and at least i'd get to see some new parts of the world (i've barely traveled in this 24 years of life) and maybe who knows, maybe during my trip i get some sort of revelation or motivation to keep going because as of now i have nothing that makes me want to keep fighting this battle. I want to die but as of now i don't have any reliable methods of CTB and i'm scared of messing up and ending up even worse than i am now.

So, why not doing something crazy before CTB?

Yah I'm thinking of planning a last adventure before the end. It won't change my mind about anything. I've lived ling enough and have experienced more than most. I'm ready and prefer a poetic adventurous end

I'm not really interested in anything, I just want to sit around all day and take it easy. I have considered something along the lines of crazy but I'm not willing to really share it.

Did you look for treatment?

 

[StillBreathing]

I'm a single 30yo man with zero responsibilities outside my 9-5 job. I am thinking of leaving and starting something for myself. I'm so sick of being trapped in a rat race I don't even want to participate in. Everyone tells me I should buy a house, start a family etc... Fuck that, I don't want it.

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

i think I've already done some things that were out of my comfort zone because I felt like I had nothing to lose, but it didn't change my mind - just made me more convinced that I wanted to ctb.

But I think that this idea of traveling the world before making your decision is a good thing

 

[leavingsoon99]

Same as above. I've already done several adventurous things. I'm just taking whatever joy I think is left before I go. Eating delicious foods, spending time with friends and loved ones, and just having a silent 'farewell tour'.

 

[The_screaming_dawn]

Personally I'd like to skydive to cbt. That way I can have one last exhilarating experience before I pass.

 

[IsThisEverything]

I wonder about taking 6 months off work and blowing all my savings on exploring the world. Either it inspires me to keep on living or it reinforces my view that there's nothing in this world worth living for.

 

[underscore_nine]

When i say something "crazy" (at least in my case) i mean travelling around the world on foot or with a bicycle. I mean i have nothing to lose anymore so even if i die during my trip across the world it wouldn't matter because i would attain death and at least i'd get to see some new parts of the world (i've barely traveled in this 24 years of life) and maybe who knows, maybe during my trip i get some sort of revelation or motivation to keep going because as of now i have nothing that makes me want to keep fighting this battle. I want to die but as of now i don't have any reliable methods of CTB and i'm scared of messing up and ending up even worse than i am now.

So, why not doing something crazy before CTB?

i don't think i'll change anything big on my last day, i might girlmode since i've always been too scared but as i have nothing to lose it eases the fear in addition to being completely honest, for most of my life when im criticized i just take it and never respond negatively, I may change that if i have nothing to really lose

 

[murun_b]

I think I want to make a last attempt to get better before ending it. To me, that sounds pretty crazy hahaha, because, let's face it, there's no way that's gonna lead to anything

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I want to do a lot of crazy things before I die.

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

I'm not planning on doing this myself but I'm surprised there isn't a news story of someone streaking the day before offing themselves. Streaking seems like one of those non-terroristic "my life is over anyways so fuck it" things you do before dying.

 

[Abyssal]

I have reoccurring daydreams of ruining the lives of specific people who were mean to me growing up, but ultimately those will stay dreams. Not really too crazy, but definitely out of character.