Have you ever seriously told someone outside of SanSu that you want/are planning ctb only to be laughed/mocked and not taken you seriously?

[TDF]

How did it make you feel?
Mad and hurt that they don't care?
Mad and hurt that they are not listening or don't understand you?
Relieved?

 

[Don't want to screw]

I am so numb , I once told two of my best friends while playing the game. They just laughed and said I was the most scared to death, and then they ignored me and kept playing

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Why would you be hurt and even if they did death is not scary, we are all going to die anyway.
Some people always act as if they aren't going to die when it's everyone's way out. Even if someone was going to laugh or mock you for your suicidal thoughts is says more about them than you and they will be those types that wouldn't dare say it to your face.

If anyone was to laugh and mock me for being suicidal I will be like but you are all still going to die because death doesn't discriminate and you will end up rotting and dying all by yourself. It reminds me of some of these people who always claim they are so rich and successful when we have the likes Jeff Bezos and Bill Gates who are rich asf but aren't flaunting it to you.

I know a guy I gave him the lifestyle that he has and he couldn't nothing for a decade because he came to me crying wolf and asking for my help and I helped him then but you know what he is so happy when things don't go well for me and he is at the pinnacle for blocking every blessing on my way because people like him don't want to see others doing better than them.

He is a 35 year old man at that.

Ps - If someone keeps on saying they don't care, they will be the one to care the most because if you don't care then why do you need to let me know and why go out of your to let me know?! Hahah someone like me can't be fooled by the likes of him - The greatest pinnacle of hypocrisy, double standards and pot calling kettle black.

 

[illneverbedanny]

How did it make you feel?
Mad and hurt that they don't care?
Mad and hurt that they are not listening or don't understand you?
Relieved?

It was my mother.


I just felt she did not take me seriously. She thinks that making fun of my feelings will lead me to be ashamed and not have them anymore, you know, because being sentimental is stupid.
Weird thing is, she is also suicidal.
Maybe she just thinks of my convictions as stronger than my lack of interest in living. Just like her?

 

[SolomonKado]

Just recently I've told my sister and childhood friend. Neither want to talk about it and keep telling me I need to make the decision on my own to get better. Like making the decision to go to rehab. Some can make that decision and be fine, while others have to try even harder because there is a lot more wrong with them.
I loved rehab. It was fun, but my problem was the world is still the same and so are the people here. I have put in so much work to get better while these people don't. They still treat others like dog crap. Why try? I've picked myself out of this many times. I'm tired and weak and can't do it anymore.

 

[suicidalloser]

No shit. where do you thing 'call the hotline for mentals' came from.

 

[sulli]

one time i said it in class during high school and the teacher looked at me and laughed but i think he just wanted me to be kidding so he didn't have to do paperwork about it

 

[TDF]

It was my mother.


I just felt she did not take me seriously. She thinks that making fun of my feelings will lead me to be ashamed and not have them anymore, you know, because being sentimental is stupid.
Weird thing is, she is also suicidal.
Maybe she just thinks of my convictions as stronger than my lack of interest in living. Just like her?

Welcome to your first post!

I'm sorry that must have hurt. She should have really been there and listened to you, and acknowledged your feelings and been happy that you trusted her enough to tell her, she could have really shared experiences and empathised with you especially given that she felt the same. Making fun of you was totally uncalled for and a breach of trust and care

 

[snowcloud9]

My ex asked if I did it for his attention. I wasn't, he didn't even come to mind when I decided what I did. But sometimes I wonder if I'm cbting to be acknowledged by him, and it ruins it for me because cbt is supposed to be about ME and me only.

 

[vitbar]

Not exactly. I've had people laugh when I tell them of my issues more generally. A lot of people have said they are shocked I am unwell. That I don't come across like I believe I do.