Have to go soon

[NotMuchLongerPlease]

I have to go soon. I have N, and I'm so grateful for it. I have not tested it though but ordered it from A and am hoping it's going to work. I've have the perfect opportunity to go either on Friday or Saturday, but I'm so nervous. I know this is what I want but SI is the biggest bitch. Sometimes I'm fine but the closer it gets the deeper the panic. I'm wondering if anyone would want to talk or has any advice?

 

[TripleA]

I have to go soon. I have N, and I'm so grateful for it. I have not tested it though but ordered it from A and am hoping it's going to work. I've have the perfect opportunity to go either on Friday or Saturday, but I'm so nervous. I know this is what I want but SI is the biggest bitch. Sometimes I'm fine but the closer it gets the deeper the panic. I'm wondering if anyone would want to talk or has any advice?

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