Hate that I have to put so much effort into acting "normal"

[VelveteenBunny]

I hate the treatment of suicidal people and I can't even say goodbye to my loved ones without the threat of being thrown in a psych ward. People tell me to just go to therapy but I wouldn't be able to be fully honest there either, plus that shit is expensive. I wish I could just say my goodbyes and go in peace without such a looming threat. Such a pain in the ass.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it inhumane how suicidal people are treat like criminals in this world, it's disgusting trying to force people to suffer and it just leads to more harm how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option. Those who are against the right to die only create more unnecessary suffering.

 

[passivethought121]

Stopped therapy after I realized I was emptying my wallet just to lie

 

[VelveteenBunny]

I find it inhumane how suicidal people are treat like criminals in this world, it's disgusting trying to force people to suffer and it just leads to more harm how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option. Those who are against the right to die only create more unnecessary suffering.

Exactly. Pro-choice should mean I get to choose EVERYTHING about my own body, including ending my life.

 

[Lulzacruel]

Exactly. Pro-choice should mean I get to choose EVERYTHING about my own body, including ending my life.

"pro-choice" is such a joke. People who claim to the pro choice of others disrespect basic bodily autonomy.

They lack the basic skill of knowing that others have different lives and thus make different choices.

You can't say that you allow certain decisions that guarantee freedom yet disallow freedom at the same time.

I agree with you on this and its sickening that this is even somewhat controversial.

 

[rosa.rosa]

Stopped therapy after I realized I was emptying my wallet just to lie

I'm probably going to stop therapy too. I'm essentially just trying to convince someone I'm both okay and not okay.

 

[Quiet_Observer]

I hate therapy, I've realized that its only goal is to make you "normal" so you work without question, and act "functional" within the materialistic world we live in. Anyone who deviates from the norm is seen as a threat, which is why they pretend like there is something wrong with us when that is simply not true. We are just not ment to live the way people want us to, even forcing people to live when they don't want to, who would?

 

[Sid19]

I hate the treatment of suicidal people and I can't even say goodbye to my loved ones without the threat of being thrown in a psych ward. People tell me to just go to therapy but I wouldn't be able to be fully honest there either, plus that shit is expensive. I wish I could just say my goodbyes and go in peace without such a looming threat. Such a pain in the ass.

You simply can't. No one, even you wouldn't want your loved ones to die. Humans are complicated. Even if your family is shit they still wouldn't want you to die at the very least. As for acting normal. I get you mate. I struggle hard, and even get anxious about revealing my true purpose (about ctb) accidentally. It's pretty fucking hard and sometimes very exhausting (mentally). Just write note about your ctb and leave it somewhere. That's the best thing you can do for them.

 

[VelveteenBunny]

You simply can't. No one, even you wouldn't want your loved ones to die. Humans are complicated. Even if your family is shit they still wouldn't want you to die at the very least. As for acting normal. I get you mate. I struggle hard, and even get anxious about revealing my true purpose (about ctb) accidentally. It's pretty fucking hard and sometimes very exhausting (mentally). Just write note about your ctb and leave it somewhere. That's the best thing you can do for them.

I wish I wasn't loved, really. I wish I could just go without having to worry about fucking up someone else's life. But I ruin everyone I get close to.

 

[Sid19]

I wish I wasn't loved, really. I wish I could just go without having to worry about fucking up someone else's life. But I ruin everyone I get close to.

Honestly it's less hard for me (in this case) since my family is shit anyways. Not to mention all of my family can live fine without me. I really do feel bad for your lil bro though. He is definitely going to be traumatized by this event.