lospollos
Pro-choice
- Mar 31, 2019
- 27
Has anyone you know of ever actually committed suicide? I need inspiration here people! Jk luv u all x
Oh shit , I didn't know that, thank u xYep, in May this year, a girl took SN. Can't remember the name, but there was a big thing afterwards about the legality of this site.
I'm sorry I didn't mean for it to come off that way. Sorry :(. I just feel like suicide isn't possible atm xxI dont like how "coldly" this is worded but yes many.
A very respectable sounding answer to a very flippantly phrased question.Lots. This "site" has been around in various forms since the early 90s, before the worldwide web even existed. The resources page here includes links to stuff from the old ASH Usenet newsgroup, est. 1990, and people have been using these gathering places to ctb ever since that forum went live. Countless people in countless ways, many of them well-documented.
I like how this was worded lessYes, my chemistry teacher, last year, jumped from a fifth floor, died instantly, was unrecognizable, his head exploded.
^Just know, I love you all.Um what do you mean by "jk luv u all"?
^Just know, I love you all.
A comprehensive list just for SN alone:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/post-408477
Just know that the only absolutely verified death is @Kakabushi (Shawn Shatto)
Thanks!jk usually means just kidding
Why is it so wrong for people to look for inspiration ? Killing yourself is hard enough. If you are able to relate to someone who has already ctb in a respectul manner by reading their posts and their story , why would you not do so ? There are have been incredible human beings who have ctb in this forum . If you have the empathy and for whatever reason reading other peoples struggles and humanity makes your suicide easier , more power to you. If you are a person with such a sensibility I think you really have a lot to gain by reading the stories of some old members of the forum. I happen to not be one and yet the stories and posts of some old members have moved me deeply.Why the fuck would you need to know? It is not a place for inspiration. Go to meghan markle for 'inspiration'. What we need last here flippant shifty creatures who treat it as a fucking circus.
I'd say more but I have no intention of getting banned for rising up to a troll.
jk usually means just kidding
While OP worded it weird after a brief search of post history he or she seems to be hurting as well so Id advise not being too aggresive, words can hurt a lot to a vulnerable person
Walter white?Yes, my chemistry teacher, last year, jumped from a fifth floor, died instantly, was unrecognizable, his head exploded.
I think the problem is that "inspiration" is all around the wrong word to use.Why is it so wrong for people to look for inspiration ? Killing yourself is hard enough. If you are able to relate to someone who has already ctb in a respectul manner by reading their posts and their story , why would you not do so ? There are have been incredible human beings who have ctb in this forum . If you have the empathy and for whatever reason reading other peoples struggles and humanity makes your suicide easier , more power to you. If you are a person with such a sensibility I think you really have a lot to gain by reading the stories of some old members of the forum. I happen to not be one and yet the stories and posts of some old members have moved me deeply.
New forum members asking if forum members have really ctb is something that has happened over and over again long before the forum was taken over by trolls.
its a possibility, just as OP not being a troll is also one.Sure...every troll has a few one-liner posts to reel you in then: B*A*M!!!
I'd stay skeptical... I also find OP's username a bit interesting. google it. hmmmmmmm.....
I took the name as a Breaking Bad reference.its a possibility, just as OP not being a troll is also one.
lospollos means chickens in spanish lol
Ohh, I see. Thank you for the explanation LastFlowers.I think the problem is that "inspiration" is all around the wrong word to use.
It suggests that suicide is not on the mind but one wishes it to be by having someone inspire it in them.
Or that they won't CTB unless someone else 'inspires' within them an 'inspirational' way to go out. As if they are bored or waiting for some break out idea for some project.
It just doesn't work.
It is better to simply ask for help in researching methods and wonder about who has actually succeeded in certain methods, as to give some peace of mind if one chooses the same route. Peace of mind, better odds, advice..any of these fit far better than asking to be inspired. I don't know if English is OP's first language as most people know when and where that word's usage is appropriate.
If it is their first language then it brings to suspect the reason they are using it that way. It sounds like some other posts about romanticizing celebrity suicides and other famous suicides, as if their dream was to live up to these deaths.
No problem! Though I cannot be 100% sure where the OP is coming from.Ohh, I see. Thank you for the explanation LastFlowers.
its a possibility, just as OP not being a troll is also one.
lospollos means chickens in spanish lol
I dont care what it means in spanish (though I was aware). Its also the name of a bunch of media sights. who knows if OP is chicken or the media. I just know when you put it together with a post like this it doesnt ring as authentic.