For a long time (I cannot remember when I first did) I have fantasized that someone found a way to time-travel & I had access to it so I could go back to where/when my parents met & stop them from meeting somehow. Anyone else?
Similar fantasies but about kicking my own ass to make different decisions that didn't royally mess me up now
I wish there WAS a time I could truly say I was happy. But, yes, 100%.
When asked what I want for my birthday I usually answer "a time machine".
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 36,396
I understand, I want it to be like I never existed as well. More than anything I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I was never meant for that only ever caused me to suffer, I wish I just stayed permanently unaware as never existing would have prevented all this suffering.
One thought that has entertained me dearly for the past couple of months is that of, upon death, going to a different timeline.
Of all the infinite possible arrangements of matter in the universe, there are most certainly numerous ones that please me.
I will go to one of my choosing, at the age of 5, keeping all the knowledge and memories that I've acquired in this timeline (minus the emotions attached to them) and I will be able to do it right this time around.
The more I think about it the more it makes sense. How many things in life work out in the first try? Why would life itself be any different? Maybe the reason why I failed so much is because this is my first try; the second run will be way smoother and happier. Believe it!
Of all the infinite possible arrangements of matter in the universe, there are most certainly numerous ones that please me.
I will go to one of my choosing, at the age of 5, keeping all the knowledge and memories that I've acquired in this timeline (minus the emotions attached to them) and I will be able to do it right this time around.
The more I think about it the more it makes sense. How many things in life work out in the first try? Why would life itself be any different? Maybe the reason why I failed so much is because this is my first try; the second run will be way smoother and happier. Believe it!
Thisisme373
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2019
- 364
similar sort of thing, I wish I could time travel back to when I was about 6 years old but with everything I know now. I've made alot of mistakes in my life that I cannot change or fix.
I love this. The more you play the game the better you get. I will try and manifest the energy to believe this during my death.
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